number 1 squirt lover's Things

ok so like this not even my usual manga or whatever but it’s been rotting in my brain for DAYS n i need to find it rn

- it’s based on a true story or smth like the mangaka got it off some jp forum confession
- it’s from the girl’s pov
- she’s like kinda important at her job not ceo level but definitely not basic either
- she’s coworkers with the dude but his coworkers don’t like him he got that bad personality thing going on
- they have car sex btw in the beginning/middle
- dude got black hair bangs thick glasses he’s not ugly tho like he’s lowkey hot in a weird way
- near the end she tries to stop it like “we can’t do this anymore” but then ends up at his place still hopping on his dick n i think that’s how it ended
- it’s newish like between 2020 to 2025
- had that clean modern manga artstyle but it was actually GOOD
- girl got light hair and she’s a squirter btw
- black n white manga

anyone got any study tips or just tips in general to save me plz help meeee

is squirt not just piss???