I think you can hold romantic love for someone and it not be sexual. I don’t think those two things are one. In a sense his love is like he said I don’t want you to ever leave my sight. I think that was the extent of it when Subaru was a child then when he got older obviously they had to adjust to his new grown up appearance and then the sexual attraction grew. Age gap romances can be really iffy but I think this one was well done and tasteful. Subaru lived his life and even got to explore sexually with others. And the power dynamic is pretty equal. Subaru’s whole life isn’t based off this relationship. He has friends, family in the states, and attends school.
Everyone’s talking about him blushing. Am I the only one that thought that was a very upset blush and not a omg I’m shy blush. He looked PISSED. There relationship is so volatile I cant even ship them. Like hat mc does not like this dude not even in the slightest. He’s not even like oh maybe he’s not so bad. He’s like thank goodness he’s not being so aggravating now how do I get rid of him LMAO Idk how they go make these two personalities work tbh but because of that I gotta keep reading to see how the author is going to pull it off.










I feel like nine is killing it for me lately. Like he still cute but his butting in, whining, making Melissa feel guilty. We’re in a nonsensical world where people are kidnapping assasinating stalking etc LET HER TRICK HIM INTO AN EASY ARREST. Ughhhh but I guess it’s right he loves her and almost saw her die before and is scared but then again it’s his one sided love and she literal has given him life aren’t you asking a lot from someone that is not your wife lover girlfriend and supports you in every way. I want her to be the bad ass schemer she’s been in the previous chapters but when he gets in the way it grinds my gears man. If he doesn’t have a better idea and just tells her we’re not doing that then I’m have to start going the yuri route ship because he killin my vibe so bad.