Like when he leaves the MC for a year I believed that He also needed time to sort himself out to find who really are. In reality we are just humans we’re always confused and can’t decide most of the times we always get second thoughts in everything so in my opinion that scen where they’ve been separated for a year was very realistic and I salute their honesty they knew they’re weren’t going to an easy path but they tried to compromised because at the end of the day we will still all wanted to be with the ppl we love. same sex rel wasn’t easy even in male-female relationship it’s hard too but we got our hearts to lead us to where if should be. So basically what I wanted to say is this manga gave me facts and not only just fluffs and I didn’t hate it cos I sometimes need to see that when we needed someone we need to work hard to keep them and we’ll always forgive the ones we Love and justify their actions because in this world its complicated to understand love we just need to appreciate those little things that can make us see our other half in a fresh eyes everytime we felt uncertain. This manga is a living proof of a real person we don’t know the other circumstances in between those lines that they’ve been through I’m just glad that they chose what their hearts desired and for me that’s the main point of the story. Life is a matter of choices and we should do the things we don’t wanna regret for time will not always permit us to do the same things the second time around so take risk and make the most out of it. I really felt that! Thank you sensei sama for making this
I tried to justify the seme you know I’ve been having a battle of thoughts and possibilities why does the seme acted like that in some ways I imagined that maybe he has his reasons or whatsoever but along with all the justification of my thoughts finding some things that can make me understand his ways I just found myself giving up I don’t wanna be biased cos the seme’s POV was not yet there but here I am again telling myself at the same time! “HE IS JUST A ROTTEN CHEATER”, rugs to riches yet he’s soul been twisted and guess he already sold it in Hell that I hated him so much! And feelin angry at myself at the same time, why’d do I think about justifying his actions believing that maybe there’s good in him that still remains. I know we are sinners not perfect I get it that’s why I wanted to hear his reasons too but this is just too much damage his making not only to the MC but also to those ppl he have been with y’know. I know I said too much I know I’ll have other’s violent reaction but forgive my ways of imagining things. I just experienced the same things twice that even in manga I’m searchin for a stupid answer to my utmost question in life which is “Why cheat to the person you said you loved?” This sucks! Bit too emo in my part but forgive me ppl. Sorry for this long nonsense rant. Its just it hits me too much can’t handle. Smh for seme !
Everytime I imagined that shi zhu decided not to tell jiang ge about his condition cos he knew all along that he cheated on him a long time now but despite of all those heartaches he chose to stay by his side and maybe he would think that perhaps he can’t survive the theraphy that’s why he slowly let jiang ge do what he wanted cos a part of him wanted to see jiang ge happy even when he dies he still wanted him to see his beloved to be loved by someone other than him and it kills me everytime I think “what if this is really the ending of this story?” How can i handle it. Ouchhhhhyyyy it hurts too bad , I wanted them to end up happy where no one dies i wanted the other to have regrets i wanted the doctor to give shi zhu the love he deserves i wanted it to be a happy ending plssss.. bcos I can’t take any more heartaches huhu
I really liked that reasoning ╥﹏╥ My heart cries for shi zhu.
I cried so hard, cos nowadays cheating seems like a “It happens” thingy for some ppl. And this manga seems so realistic to me . I just can’t get over it gaddd!!!
I haven’t read it yet As I want to be sure if it’s really an outstanding story. I read the comments and I’m confuse if it’s like “the best” but scrolling down it feels like “it’s not”. Still thinkin if I give it a shot, some words of encouragement or summary, what so ever?
If u r up to a good plot twist, go ahead.
I personally love it! And the short chapters wont take long for u to finish it.
Its about memory loss and MC is trying to figure out his jumbled memories
The intentions were good and emotional; however, the execution was terrible. It is about a story of people trying to rediscover love, even when it was in front of their face the whole time. Author tried to write plots and twist, and then the story turned into a whole maze. My opinion is don’t bother reading it. Even if you have a tiny urge to see what is this about, only read the first and the last 10 chapters.
Don't listen to the comment above. This is a true masterpiece story about what obsessive unhealthy love can lead to in an unequal relationship. Its full of twists and turns but its focused only on 2 people and everyone else serve as background. This story will definitely mind-rape you but its one of a kind, I guarantee you have never read anything similar to it before. You will have to pay close attention to every speech bubbles and you'll definitely have to re-read it afterward because this plot is such an enigma, it´s easy to miss subtle hints. Every time I re-read I always discover something new. Seriously mind-blowing. Once you're done there are plenty of comments below that describe the ending so don't worry and read it(๑•ㅂ•)و✧
Thank you so much guys! Guess i gotta give this a try and I’m preparing my heart for it!!! So excited ╮(￣▽￣)╭
You have to do a lot of rereading to full enjoy it, but it’s worth it. I suggest reading it all the way through, then reading the flash backs again through til the end, and then rereading the whole thing. The whole beginning doesn’t make sense until everything is revealed, and then once it is all revealed you have to reread their back story a lot to better understand their motivations. Then rereading the beginning helps you understand the parts taking place at the beginning and how the end makes sense. I say split it into 3 parts: before the flash backs, flashbacks, end. Read all the way thru, then reread flashbacks, before the flashbacks, and then jumps to after the flashbacks. The timeline of events is flashbacks, then the whole part of the story before it cuts to flashback/all grey chapters, and then the scenes after the flashback.
I don’t know what to feel anymore this is makin me insane .. But I don’t want him to die just yet Perhaps I’m getting crazier than them lol! I wanted them to die together tho but the other part of me wanted them to get better to have a chance to live sanely to love each other to have some breakthrough that can make them feel the things they thought they’re not deserve of having, I don’t know anymore!!. I wanted them to be happy but they’ve done worst to people so Pls writer take responsibility for these feelings. Lol and I don’t like to think that this work is almost on its end. I want moreee!!! Someee more twists plsssss! Don’t kill them yet my bum and sangwoo
I guess haruto had some past circumstances that can really justify his present action. Cos for me I felt like there’s something wrong about him I just don’t know, I can’t explain I just felt something’s odd. I want an explanation yo! That cliffhanger tho makin my imagination messed up.
I wish all this things, all the feelings this masterpiece gave me would exist in my real world . This is the first manga that introduced me to the yaoi era well it’s the anime that I watched first, since then I cannot sleep every night without reading any BL/yaoi/shounen-ai. Sensei-san thank you so mucho for giving me refuge, sekaiichi hatsukoi will forever be (▰˘◡˘▰)my number one favorite
So fucking asshole!!!! Remember that karma is a bitch you bastard hope you’ll get what you deserve, you deserve not to have the MC and i hope you’ll regret not treating him right in the end. Fck im so pissed with this kind of fuckers they do exist in the real world..
they definitely exist in the real world
Yes! A bunch of them exist here unfortunately..