
Honestly they’re the only two with brains and common sense I’m tired of the misunderstanding. And I’m glad there’s at least two characters who aren’t bullshitting through the story. Honestly kinda glad that Ishina is going to go with them even though she might be an evil side character. At least she’s cautious and trying to do her best.

I read this because someone recommended it to me and I finished it in five hours but why?? Why did he have to die?? Zhi Shu had such a terrible life and he suffered so much but in the end he couldn’t even be happy. He died at 31. He had to live with his partner to fifteen years cheating on him and he was so heart broken. I really wanted Zhi Shu and the doctor to get together. I hate this. I’m crying so much. My heart is literally so broken. I’ll probably be depressed over this story for a week. I was really hoping he would live but no. And not to mention the letter. I hate Wenxu but the letter brought me to more tears. This BL absolutely broke me. It took my pitiful fragile heart, crushed it, split it into two, swallowed it and spat it right back out before stepping on it. It really hurts. My heart really hurts after reading this. The tears literally won’t stop.
THIS WAS VERY TRAUMATIZING