Chap. 37
I’m, I— guys
“DO YOU KNOW HOW…HOW GUT-WRENCHING THE WHOLE THING WAS FOR *ME*? YOUR LIFE ISN’T A CIGARETTE BUD, YOU FOOL!”
And then throwback to when he belittled Mokhwa, called him a fish in his net (dehumanizing), a mad cow, brutally raping him and stabbed him with a glass shard. I mean, the list goes on forever. It’s just ridiculous at this point, like be fucking for real. This chapter (36-37) is him being soo pathetic, which yes, I know that’s the point. He’s spiraling because he’s realizing that losing Mokhwa would actually “ruin” him or whatever, but I just can’t take his feelings seriously. And why should I? He’s a walking fucking hypocrite.
“Get a clean bill of health and come back” and then flash forward to be blowing him up like a looney tunes character.
I pull out my hair
HE WAS NOT FUCKING WORKING AT THE FLOWER SHOP WHEN MOKHWA WAS IN THE HOSPITA——BEEEE FUCKING FOR REALALALL AHHHHHH
Oooh he no longer has his hair slicked back. Ooooh he’s wearing casual clothes now, ooooh he’s so baby girl, sooo sweet- SHUT THE FUCKKK UPPPP IM GOING TO VOMIT
“No one has ever waited for me…As loudly, and proudly, as this guy”
MOKHWA—MOKHWA THAT’S A FUCKING LIE????? WHAT ABOUT YOUR UNDERLINGS????? YOUR FUCKING NIECE???? MOKHWAAAA PLEASEEE DONT PISS ME OFFFF
i dont think he sees it the same
Ik! That’s what makes me sad/ upset because he doesn’t equivalent them (his niece and underlings) as having, for the lack of a better word, that dedication towards him than his shitty as rapist. Like, that’s just heartbreaking.
Like his*
ml is pretty persistent thats probably why
I KNOW, IT’S JUST SAD.
And you’re telling me this *isn’t* a psychological manhwa…Right…Ok.
“With that, my involvement with this case will be over. Adios, flower shop, Adios, flower man.”
Look me dead in my eyes and tell me what the fuck this dude’s plan was. Cause what the FUCK is THIS?!
Chapter 24 actually makes me want to blow a casket. CAUSE HUH??! YOU ABSOLUTELY CAN’T BE SERIOUS-
trust me.. that man got a character development frfr
Yeah. All those sad musings of his, I fucking relish. Bwahaha.
I’m sorry, him bashing his hand in with the end of the gun and pissing and crying when he thought Mohwa died did NOTHING for me LMAOOO IN HONESTY, I JUST LAUGHED AT IT. And them going “I haven’t seen *him* in a *week*” that whole fucking panel just made me full on tweak. I couldn’t take it HAHAHA
Ya’ll…What the hell am I reading? I’m on chapter 14 right now, and I actually am getting whiplash at how Nakwon Just casually raped Mokhwa, for no fucking reason, had no repercussion from it, and are now seeming casual. His whole reasoning to harass Mokhwa too is so???DUMB?? “I WANT him to get his revenge, but I also want to see him suffer.” WHY??? Like what the fuck is going ON??? It also suddenly turned into a haha-keke story which was mind boggling to me. I seriously can’t stand him, and, from what I read in the comments, he supposedly rapes Mokhwa…AGAIN? Dude—
Can someone give me the chapter to when he gets repercussions for his actions? This is just crazy.
Chapter 35 is like where he finally starts feeling shitty about the horrid shit he does but read the earlier chapters to get the context first. And then as the chapters progress after chapter 35, there are occcasions where he remembers the shit he does and gets guilty so he recognizes that he was a shitty person
This is one of those manwhas where you have to be in it for a long haul. I think this one is different from other BL’s however bc 1. Nakwon does starts feeling bad, he has a chapter long monologue about his feelings and repentance about what he did. However what makes it interesting is that Mokwha has no romantic interest in the male lead (which in my
Opinion makes the story better) because now we’re at a point in time where Nakwon is really gonna have to earn the affection of Mokwha. I can understand the repulsion you have towards Nakwon (cuz lowkey same) but I think it’s one of those stories where u may be better off binge reading it after a long time bc of the way it develops
I don’t know if I can trust that. If I pick it up again, I feel like I’ll start actually tweaking. However, I’ll continue reading from chapter 35 and onward to see/understand/trust Nakwon’s character development in the recent chapters. His character is just so ridiculous that I can’t take it
Early Nakwon literally made me wanna bang my head on the table, and if it wasn’t for Mokwha’s design I would’ve dropped the story. LOL. so I think 35 may be a good area to pick up reading.
Pookie, Chapter 37 is making me want to scream and shout and let it all out. He’s so unbearably idiotic that I don’t even know what to do with myself.
I agree!!! Mokwha’s design and character is the only thing that make’s it slightly easier for me to continue on, but dear lord I’m LOSING it.
I honestly can’t see where this story is going. The character’s are just going in circles.
Is ur name an lotm reference??
Haha, I was asked that before! It isn’t, sadly :)
The disappointment.... lol it's ok
Bruh. Out of all the options they could have chosen, they picked rape…interesting. I was hoping that they’d have consensual hate-sex, or whatever the fuck, but ofc that’s too much to ask of these authors.
Consensual hate sex was exactly what I was expecting LOOL but no, we just get straight up rape
Right? It would’ve been so much better. It’s so saddening when authors go for?? RAPE??? Like what the actual fuck-
Lololol! Seems like no one saw it, but He tian has six fingers this chapter
LMAOOO I JUST SAW
I just noticed that
Dan is cooked. Once they release those photos the coach’s’ will have to fire him or something (if Potato doesn’t intervene or whatever the fuck.) I honestly don’t even care what happens to Dan or Jaekyung, but boy was it a show when Jumin bashed his foot in!
Now WHY would that kid say that.
What does it mean tho?
Oh wait nvm... I know it wtf
Dude. They do NOT write manhwas like this no-MORE BRUH. GOD this is so good and so rewarding. I can’t wait for the latest chapters to get translated on here because the raws are getting wicked
Guys, not even joking, I’m updating this after reading chapter 96 raws and I can’t express it enough how good this season is. This is FIRE
This story is the sole reason I log in this website
ain’t that the truth, truth.
Agreed. I wish same sex attracted couples have real, genuine stories with proper plots.
It does not need a real representation, but at least proper plots where the main couples or characters talk with each other, and not just promoting pornography yaoi or Yuri
It’s actually devastating how every single adult in cirrus's life, after the death of his mother, failed him.