Gotta say, this manga hit so close to home, which I've said before, I relate to Michi. Over the course of this manga being posted, I ended a 9 year loveless relationship where I was both the breadwinner and caregiver to my partner who ignored me most of the time. Like Michi, I tried and tried to patch things. I'd convinced myself there was something left to save. We get ourselves so stuck because we feel obligated or responsible. It really does take courage to *do* something about it.
give you a hug
Nom on these spoilers, if you like, best I can offer. (▰˘◡˘▰)
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Seme is a possessive lover. The Spanish translation with the condom, he was doing that with the condom because repeated exposure to alpha semen is what turned the uke into an omega, which was the seme's goal the whole time. The seme wanted the uke since highschool. That's why he stole the uke's girlfriends and bit them, so the uke couldn't bond with them. The uke being from an all alpha line he'd have to marry an alpha female to produce heirs, so the seme had no chance unless he turned the uke into an omega. At the end of the Spanish translation, before the extras, the uke asks something like "why?" And the seme grins and says something along the lines of "You still haven't figured out why?" Then they embrace. Yeah, seme is a manipulative dick.
Well, I was happy that there was a chubby uke until the afterword and they called it a "perverse sexual fetish." Wow. So liking big muscles or bishie boys isn't a fetish but being a chubby chaser is? (╯°Д °)╯╧╧
I know right? I guess my fat ass is a fetish. ╮(￣▽￣)╭
You have no idea on how bad people out of Japan’s beauty standards are being perceived.....
It's obvious there's a lack of understanding involved but it might be something where you think about feederism or something?
In all fairness though that guy is perverse enough to molest the chubby dude so
But the guy DID fetishized the chubby one. His atraction to his look was very extrime, it was like the only thing he saw in the uke - cute, big and chubby, he didn't show any intrest in knowing him better as a person. Plus there was this whole aspect of getting off of feeding him and watching him eat. The seme clearly had a fetish, it wasn't just a preference.
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Whoever put the tag "rear blood," good job, you. (≧∀≦)
Thank you, author, for dealing with such a painful topic. Even among women, we don't like to talk about our losses. It's not something we like thinking about. It took longer physically and mentally for me to recover from mine, and my partner refused to talk to me about it. I'm happy to see anyone address it for the father's side... as they're even more so left out of the equation of loss. My god, this story line has made me cry so much but at the same time it's bringing up issues that need attention.
I am sorry for your loss. i am not a perent but I know nothing hurts more than parent losing a child.
I've never been THIS jealous of a BL character before. Holy sausages, Batman!
He's not dead! He took that thing before! He just didn't get to see it in its true magnificence.
Really thankful for the new chapter, but the text is very grainy and hard to read.
Thank you for the translation! Please a little bigger text? (▰˘◡˘▰)