
I didn't expect to like it this much, this made me really soft ╥﹏╥ the pace was calm and the flow was smooth + the characters weren't overbearing. In conclusion, this manga didn't stress me out and I love it even more for that.
Another thing I didn't expect was that flashback. I was thinking a lot of reasons why tsuzuki would like hanaura and seeing that...wow I wouldv'e fallen too, baby hanaura already had such deep thoughts despite being young

Came here to read garden of light after finishing the anime. There's a lot of spoilers on twitter so I already knew ash was gonna die (I just didn't know when and how) so the whole time I was watching the anime I was always on edge because I was expecting him to die anytime. But when I got to the last few minutes of the last episode, I thought, "ash survived? maybe those twitter peeps were just trolling like with daichi's case" so ofc I felt very relieved and was just focusing the last few moments. Just as lao stabbed ash, my tears started to come out, I wasn't making any sound, I was just numb. those twitter peeps weren't lying.
The ending really hurt, although garden of light somehow comforted me, it only took, like, 5% of the pain. I wouldn't want the ending any other way, I think the only way for ash to be truly free from all that pain was to finally rest in peace.

THAT exacty why we weren't move on and sullen with the ending
And in my theory the reason ash want to die is because as long as he is alive he will keep wanting eiji and eiji prolly always by his side, he will eventually drag him into his messy life again, danger him. So if he can choose the way he die, why not while his heart is full and so happy?
wahhhhh i love this dynamic the uke is so smol but he's really cool (he still got his cute moments tho!) while the seme who looks scary but is actually just an innocent puppy ( ⚈⌢⚈)
I also liked how realistic the sex scene was considering it was both their first time and how innocent the seme was so of course it would be pretty awkward and clumsy but it was still so cute!! ♡(ӦvӦ。)
Sorry I meant to like ╥﹏╥
ah no worries! I do it all the time too (。•ᴗ-)✧