I don’t like where this is going. I hope the new guy in chapter 44 isn’t some old ex coworker or classmate of Kyo and likes him or something.
But it doesn’t seem like either recognized each other.
I could be overthinking but it bothers me when Suzuki says: “This is the most focused I’ve ever been” in chapter 38, page 27. Why? Because what do you mean you have never been focused as much with Sugiki? That’s what it sounds like, and it’s just disappointing combined with his causal action of fucking a man. I think I’m just being emotional, but I am really disappointed.
And he admits to using Norman for distraction only, a physical warmth—his own words, chapter 38, page 34. Another thing I am curious about:
When Suzuki says: “Sugiki completely changed my identity these last few months, I never imagined I’d get all passionate and horny over another guy. Every time we held hands, we could both sense our love for each other.”
I truly hope when he says feeling horny and passionate for ‘another guy’, he is referring to Sugiki. Not Norman!
Rather than the sex itself overall—the whole build up leading to this is what caught me off guard and the casual attitude of Sugiki whereas Suzuki is probably thinking about him in ways he didn’t. Sugiki was easily able to fuck someone else, which makes sense as he is a top—a straight man before meeting Suzuki.
“A hole is a hole” phrase in this scenario, he did it with Norman easily because of that. Norman was willing to bottom whereas Sugiki didn’t want to. I understand this, yet I feel bitter and wish this didn’t happen. It feels unnecessary and poor drama plot.
I hope he is the top so Suzuki can make up by bottoming for the what-just-happened-bull-shit he pulled in chapter 37–38 with Norman. And I won’t mind switching too. I got way too invested in the sexual tension and emotional build up, so I apologize if I sound too harsh on Suzuki.
Or a cheap trope of a love rival to make Suzuki jealous. I’m usually not into the whole jealousy trope, but I feel like that’s what it’ll take for Suzuki to realise his stupidity in letting go. They weren’t dating I know, but they knew each other’s feelings, so it feels bitter and icky.
And I wonder if Sugiki found out that Suzuki slept with Norman, when Norman is leaving in chapter 39 I believe before the performance. He looked distraught and I feel so sorry for Sugiki, imagine finding out your ex could easily sleep with a man after all that. Hopefully things clear up between them, I still like the main.
Though, for the nth time, what a disappointing turn of events.
I think it's because sugiki had some internalized homophobia too. It's not only that he refused to bottom but he just didn't want to lose control. He also didn't want to truly fall in love because of his issues too
Oh, that makes sense. Does Suzuki know that he explicitly has internalised homophobia or just that he feels Sugiki cannot see past his dancer idealistic view?
Both were at fault of course. I just thought the whole thing with Norman was not necessary, I didn’t really feel the longing or tension besides Suzuki suddenly getting those electric feeling that Sugiki is somewhere near.
Yes I agree it was not necessary and I hate Norman because he is just weird asf like ew. But I think they trying to make Norman and sponsor dude a second couple
Anyways I think he knows because even before the whole sex position talk came up with Suzuki, sugiki had a conversation with his gay friend and when the gay friend said that you might need to be submissive he didn't like it. And the gay friend called out his internalized problem.
Suzuki also had it but as we see in recent chapters that has disappeared
What happened in chapter 17? I have not properly read and just skipped to it as I was curious.
Is that in the present time or past time? How come he is still doing things for those old fucking men, if it is present time? Although he has married and ‘freed’ from prostitution, has he really not been freed from that?
Does he still prostitute or was he doing that to annoy Seunghyun? Thank you for reading this! :)
So from what I've gathered all scenes that his hair is down and looking more innocent are from the past. His late husband's son was a client as we saw in chapter 17, and how he either convinced the son or managed to get in touch with his father is unknow. But it's pretty clear the son still treats him like a whore because he used him as a sex toy and even rubbed one off using his face when he first shows up.
We don't know if the old man that married Yuta was actually in love or into him enough to leave the state and his position in the company to Yuta nor do I know if they will show that.
The old men that are watching them are not the same from the golden pavilion, they are other heads from the same business branch Yuta's late husband was. They know Yuta's past and as he said, they hate the fact that a whore is "one of them". So they ordered them to have sex simply to humiliate Yuta because it's all they actually do. As he says they can't do shit, so they do that to feel good about themselves like a little revenge.
Yuta seems to have some serious issues from the Golden Pavilion and I'm 100% sure he is in love with the ML since their first meeting and he resents and denies that with all of his being. He hated thinking about calling him for help, he hated that he thought about him, he hated that the ML was nice and gentle, he wants to believe that all he was is a hypocrite who showed him fake compassion and doesn't actually care. We are yet to see more about their relationship from the past because it seems in the first chapter that the ML actually had nothing against Yuta and even seemed glad to chat, until he showed his true intentions and drugged the ML.
When does the story for Yexing and Raman (if I got the name right) start? I am not interested in the main couple. And what conflicts are between Yexing and Raman?
I can’t really remember but they fuck around chapter 77. Though the bickering and stuff are pretty fun to see from the beginning of the story.
Here are the pictures of the alleged partner (said to be on Twitter but I do not know the user of author):
https://imgur.com/a/DwEeZW8
I fear I will not focus much on the main couple, it just seems like another aang type of trope but less of a scary male lead. I have always been a fan of age gaps, as you can probably tell by my profile picture of Xie Lian from Tian Guan Ci Fu.
I enjoy older partner and younger partner tropes more. The old man in chapter 3 will have his own partner, and he looks really cute and pretty! And I hope the old man does not prey on omegas like that anymore, his thoughts were quite disgusting about the omegas.
Just because they have no collar does not mean they should prey on them. Perhaps I’ll understand him when there are more chapters out.
I've seen the pics but I didn't catch that it was the old dude omg, couldn't recognize broski just because he had his hair swept back but ngl I kinda wished his bottom was buff, the dude is pretty but him having his type turn into buff omegas woulve been peak
He seems like the type to enjoy being more powerful than his omega, so I can see why his type isn’t buff bottoms. Or maybe he has no type but that could just be my bias talking (I switch my preference for twink and buff bottoms on a weekly basis).
However, I wouldn’t have mind if he was with a buff partner, I just hope the blue haired future partner is someone who won’t play by his rules.
I don’t want old man to overpower him! Power bottom if no buff bottom. And I agree! Buff omegas are peak, they have more power to fight back realistically (of course the pheremones will still affect).
Please, my smile disappeared when I saw this update. This story has to end somewhere, author. Also someone please remind me, did Nux ever discuss with 1st Owen about jealousy? Or does it just get forced to share himself with others?
But all of the Owens are him. I’m just hoping that the 1st Owen is finally and genuinely okay with sharing. Because Nux himself does not see them all as the same or one.