shizu-chan February 11, 2021 12:08 pm

FINALLY....
I'm reading for these two only hahahah
God, he's so hot and sweet. Wonder when he'll confess hahahahaha he's so in love but I sense incoming angst. (〜 ̄△ ̄)〜

shizu-chan February 11, 2021 11:43 am

OH MY GOD HE WOKE UP!!!!! Sunho, you waited for so long :_: please be happy now! Sunho, teach hui all the wonderful things about being a human now hehehe

shizu-chan February 11, 2021 10:23 am

I...fucking screamed when I saw this update. I couldn't believe it! PLEASE THANK YOU SO MUCH!!!!!! I have searched heaven and hell for the raws and read summaries in japanese etc and reviews but I couldn't find it so had to wait patiently! And here it is. Fuck me!!!!!!!
And it was soo worth it! I LOVE YOU!!!!!@ THEY SAID I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!! I'm happy for you, niimi! Finally they got to have sex that actually felt good. I can't believe sawame was willing to be the bottom hahahahahahah bruh. He did say "he wanted to see niimi cry in pleasure" so congrats bruh! Hope we can get more lovely Dovey scenes now.
Thank you kaiicho for your silence!

shizu-chan February 10, 2021 4:14 pm

Oh fuck I'm crying for that sweet Sprite.... it's like a nice grandpa who sits alone in the park because no one talks to him ;_; and he makes one friend and now that friend won't be able to see him too...
AH I'M CRYING
Also, sunho kissing hui awwww (his friend is surprisingly way too progressive...like kissing on the cheek in a relationship should be taken permission for,,,,,???? Is his gf that averse to physical contact???, hahahaha oh well. I'm shipping him and sunho's candid cool bi friend hahahaha because why not!
P.S. Wake up soon, I miss your banter and funny dialogues! ┗( T﹏T )┛
Sunho is so caring and thoughtful....need me a man like that

shizu-chan February 10, 2021 6:37 am

Why bring up your brother when you don't wanna talk about him? so awkward....
The uke telling his childhood stories with enthusiasm
The hot seme: y'all hear sm? But you'll look good in short hair...
Hahahaha wtf ( ̄∇ ̄")

    Audmod February 10, 2021 7:02 am

    Because he’s at the point where he can talk about happy memories with him. That doesn’t mean he wants to go into why he’s in the hospital. Like my mom died and it was really horrible for me. I’m at the point where I can talk about her and the memories we have but I don’t wanna talk about the time she was sick and died.

    shizu-chan February 10, 2021 8:08 am
    Because he’s at the point where he can talk about happy memories with him. That doesn’t mean he wants to go into why he’s in the hospital. Like my mom died and it was really horrible for me. I’m at the ... Audmod

    Yeah, but that's not something you bring up on a first date then...
    Also it's fine to mention it. And it's fine not to. But it's kinda awkward af if you bring it up, and the other person asks about it, and then you shut them down like they were being rude lol. Idk... it was so awkward. I hate witnessing such things.
    And the fact that he's done this before ugh in the exact same way. It's just hella awkward for the other person who is dragged into a heavy topic, and when they try to reciprocate interest in the topic; the other person cuts it off and acts like they were infringing on their personal problem. It isn't a good interaction...
    So that's why when the seme later ignored the uke who was ACTUALLY sharing something fun about his life, he showed no interest...
    This whole conversation was awkward as hell. Idk you can disagree of course, but I personally wished the seme saw uke's other side through this backstory. Like how STRONG minded he was or whatever...
    Unless he caused the accident by mistakes which put his hyung in whatever condition he is rn. That's another story. But for now...this was awkward as hell. Not to mention how embarrassing that the restaurant he chose was closed and he didn't check it beforehand.. lol everything is so awkward in this manga (but sweet too I guess) ╮( ̄▽ ̄)╭

    Audmod February 10, 2021 10:24 am

    1) With things like death, sickness etc. sometimes you begin talking about it without realizing that going into the topic could become awkward. 2) I didn’t think he made it seem like the Seme was being rude. He started talking about his brother and realized that he didn’t want the Seme to feel uncomfortable and tried to change the subject. The seme’s personality is awkward to begin with, he pretty much left it to the uke to carry the conversation. I didnt see it as him being uninterested in the conversation, He’s always been like that. I hope he learns to talk more or something cause it’s awkward AF and has me going (°▽°) half the time lmao

    shizu-chan February 10, 2021 12:02 pm
    1) With things like death, sickness etc. sometimes you begin talking about it without realizing that going into the topic could become awkward. 2) I didn’t think he made it seem like the Seme was being rude. ... Audmod

    Exactly. He"s been less talkative but he was interested in knowing what happened since the uke brought it up...
    I was saying that how he has done it in the past a couple of times and realized he didn't like talking about the topic or more precisely, he didn't want others to KNOW about it so he should be adamant about not mentioning it but its quite awkward to make the other person look like he was the one who was crossing the line. Idk how it explain it.
    The seme is weird as fuck too. The way he completely brushed over uke telling him about his college life lol. That was awkward as hell too.
    All they're good for at this point is having hot sex lmao

    Audmod February 10, 2021 1:57 pm
    Exactly. He"s been less talkative but he was interested in knowing what happened since the uke brought it up...I was saying that how he has done it in the past a couple of times and realized he didn't like talk... shizu-chan

    AND THE WAY HE SAYS THINGS! (The Seme) like when they found out the restaurant was closed, I was like “oh my god. You don’t say that!”

    shizu-chan February 10, 2021 2:26 pm
    AND THE WAY HE SAYS THINGS! (The Seme) like when they found out the restaurant was closed, I was like “oh my god. You don’t say that!” Audmod

    Hahahah ikr??? So goddamn awkward! Like trying to make it less serious, he was like "....let's just go to the place I know." *turns around and leaves*
    Dude....make a joke, at least hahahahahahaha or reassure your date or give some reaction

shizu-chan February 9, 2021 9:13 pm

The story is unexpectedly hilarious while being unique though it is cliché too. Quite enjoyable so far!
The seme isn't /that/ attractive, like he is them he isn't lol. I was lowkey expecting yakuza dude to be the seme or HONESTLY if they were a seke couple that would be the CHERRY on top of this otherwise quite entertaining manga.
My stomach flipped at their fluff scenes hahaha (even though I find the editor to be quite...idk manipulative? In a mild way?
Like I know he's trying to be "helpful" but it's quite unprofessional, not to mention...if it was the opposite, the author would ask the editor to have sex with him for "inspiration" (personally I'd be terrified if I were in either of these situations)
He said he was intrigued by his talent as a writer; but then persuaded him to do BL without asking what he would like to do...and having sex and dating...like ask him out normally?
The uke is too precious for this world! His hair down look is too precious uwu
Koiino Rain is another great yakuza Bl. When the yakuza seme there let's down his hair, he's really fucking hot af and his tattoo wooooooo
This is like the reverse but the yakuza dude is just as precious(▰˘◡˘▰)!

shizu-chan February 9, 2021 8:31 pm

This manga taught me how to be confused, crying laughing, while turned on at the same time?????? Hahahaah amazing! Fucking hilarious and hot af

    haruto February 9, 2021 10:49 pm

    Omg I agree(● ̄(エ) ̄●)

shizu-chan February 8, 2021 1:00 pm

I love the art and the story and everything...but seriously, this dense little mf makes me wanna punch something hahahaha
How OLD is he??? It's like their bodies grew up but he's still that 5 year old awareness??
Idk. I feel bad for BJY...;_; he didn't even get 2 seconds of hug lol.
This isn't even BL...just; level 4 of "I can hold the whole world in my palms,bro" "how?" *cups his face in his hand* " because you're my whole world, bro" shit. Fuck! ┑( ̄Д  ̄)┍

shizu-chan February 8, 2021 8:24 am

This is SOOOOO SWEET I CAN'T HANDLE IT!!!!!!!! Sunho and hui sleeping together...hui taking initiatives to kiss him haahaha wow I'm just as stoked as sunho!!!
Hui is soooo funny ahahahahahahahahah Iand I love sunho's friend (happy to have a hot stalker) cake shop hottie ahahahaha "he's my boyfriend"
Ah I wanna see more and more of their relationship develop and them to go on dates, please no more angst ;_;
Usually these type of bl's end with the spirit/ghost disappearing and I'm left a puddle of tears and sadness ;_; but I'm very happy rn with this all.

shizu-chan February 7, 2021 12:32 pm

The story isn't anything special...the uke is kinda...idk boring?
He's supposedly been acting for 6 years but acts like an amateur actor.
The ending of the 1st movie they were shooting didn't make sense? He was getting over-emotional even in scenes that weren't overly emotional. He's kind and considerate but idk it's unprofessional.
Also what's up with the author's preference to make the side characters such inconsiderate jerks who are ALWAYS hellbent on getting the uke drunk or wet?
Wish he had some backbone.
Also I didn't like the fact that seme used his influence to get him that movie even though the director didn't like his audition (seems unfair?? Someone else who deserves it should get it??? I mean you like the dude but *serioulsy...I wouldn't do that to a friend)
Plus what the point of drinking afterwards like someone just died??? Chill, you didn't get the results of the audition?
Their relationship dynamic is so weird.
Also I find method actors really freaky so that part of the story was really uncomfortable. The role wasn't even that deep and I can get over how forced the ending was of the 1st movie? Hahaha
I had been putting off this manga but I guess it wasn't worth the wait. ( ̄∇ ̄") I wish I read the novel first but now idk if I wanna...

    DAINSLEIF’S HONORLY MAID February 7, 2021 2:55 pm

    woew this is some rlly good criteria! i’ve never rlly payed attention to that but now i can kinda see it.

    shizu-chan February 7, 2021 3:02 pm
    woew this is some rlly good criteria! i’ve never rlly payed attention to that but now i can kinda see it. DAINSLEIF’S HONORLY MAID

    (● ̄(エ) ̄●) hehe...I read it one go maybe that's why I can summarise it. I was reading it hoping their characters would develop but it was kinda confusing.
    Their relationship also seems a bit corny and kinda guided by the "method acting" they did since their connection was all based on the roles they were playing. Especially with the uke...
    Like it takes years to develop that method actor personality but he's having trouble getting out of his character just after a few scenes and that too were all "intimate" ones. Like the ending of the movie - which was supposedly heartbreaking - didn't make sense??? He was certified as negative for HIV and he still killed himself??? Lol wut
    Method acting is creepy in the first place and I just wish the uke had some backbone and some actual acting experience of his own. It was like this was his first film. It would have amazing if they were both highly competitive...the GOOD acting the uke did was when he wasn't acting at all???
    And the seme and director knew it. Still the seme forced his director friend to hire the uke even though he wasn't impressed???
    Idk ... people can like it but it didn't impress me. This whole weird plot with no sensible progression or backstories.

    Zero747 February 7, 2021 4:24 pm
    (● ̄(エ) ̄●) hehe...I read it one go maybe that's why I can summarise it. I was reading it hoping their characters would develop but it was kinda confusing. Their relationship also seems a bit corny and ... shizu-chan

    Excuse me but Remington did not FORCE the director, he was recommended and did you read their conversation well? It was explained that it's the director's will to accept him not because of Remington's recommendation.

    Ifrit February 7, 2021 4:40 pm
    (● ̄(エ) ̄●) hehe...I read it one go maybe that's why I can summarise it. I was reading it hoping their characters would develop but it was kinda confusing. Their relationship also seems a bit corny and ... shizu-chan

    He did not force the hire but okay... that convo about Remington’s recommendation literally took like half a chapter so I don’t know how you can miss that makes your points less accurate.

    Zero747 February 7, 2021 4:56 pm
    He did not force the hire but okay... that convo about Remington’s recommendation literally took like half a chapter so I don’t know how you can miss that makes your points less accurate. Ifrit

    Point less accurate?? No. U r the one who missed the point. U said u hate it that the seme blah blah blah but u didn't thoroughly read it. What makes u different to the crews talking bad about Xingcheng who pulled string just to get the role? Xingcheng worked hard on it!

    shizu-chan February 7, 2021 5:26 pm
    Excuse me but Remington did not FORCE the director, he was recommended and did you read their conversation well? It was explained that it's the director's will to accept him not because of Remington's recommend... Zero747

    He was using his influence whatever. Personally I didn't like it and didn't think it was fair. So much for being a professional....

    Ifrit February 7, 2021 6:14 pm
    Point less accurate?? No. U r the one who missed the point. U said u hate it that the seme blah blah blah but u didn't thoroughly read it. What makes u different to the crews talking bad about Xingcheng who pul... Zero747

    I was talking to the OP not ur reply lmfaoo???

    Ifrit February 7, 2021 6:16 pm
    He was using his influence whatever. Personally I didn't like it and didn't think it was fair. So much for being a professional.... shizu-chan

    It’s literally a recommendation? Everyone does it to get a job in real life are you dumb? I’ve done that for friends, I’ve seen coworkers do that for their friends. Even more so in the entertainment business it’s a NORM. What do you mean “professional”

    shizu-chan February 7, 2021 7:55 pm
    It’s literally a recommendation? Everyone does it to get a job in real life are you dumb? I’ve done that for friends, I’ve seen coworkers do that for their friends. Even more so in the entertainment busin... Ifrit

    It means....he wasn't a good actor, and the times he acted good were the times he wasn't acting at all.
    Recommendation was unfair, though I understood why he did it. Professional as in...as an actor; who is considered one of the best; should at least take in consideration the impact of his recommendation.
    ANYWAY what bothers me is that the uke didn't get the audition on his own merit.
    Just because it is "common" doesn't mean it's right. You can disagree but I would've liked if he actually was chosen for his skills rather than because his "pretend" boyfriend made it happen. Idk...

    kkwd February 7, 2021 8:20 pm
    It means....he wasn't a good actor, and the times he acted good were the times he wasn't acting at all. Recommendation was unfair, though I understood why he did it. Professional as in...as an actor; who is con... shizu-chan

    The director literally says he was chosen for his skill and not for the recommendation though that did have an effect ln letting him audition again. Not to mention the directors first request, not telling the actor anything about the character, role, context etc. is seriously hard to act out with or without skill and talent. Also recommending people is completely normal especially when it comes to the entertainment business , the actor had his own talents, though his skills are obviously not perfect he’s still getting there and the guys recommendation only gave him a push to actually be able to show his talent. It’s not like the director got bribed so i don’t know why you’re looking so deep into the minor insignificant details but not looking at the actual important things. Bribery ans recommendations are two seperate things

    amyahue February 7, 2021 10:26 pm

    the reply above is......... yes.......... please reread it, bcs it rlly seems like you didn't read this newest chapter at ALL LMAO

    Akiss February 7, 2021 11:07 pm
    The director literally says he was chosen for his skill and not for the recommendation though that did have an effect ln letting him audition again. Not to mention the directors first request, not telling the a... kkwd

    Agree with this one. Like it or not, a lot of jobs come from recommendations and networking. So actually, you could say the MC did a good job networking and was able to get the opportunity to *audition* for the role. Even if he fucked up the first time, he did well the second time and so u could say he deserves. If he was truly that bad, then of course he still wouldn’t have gotten it!!

    Also, out of all things to nitpick, idk why u chose the method acting as one of them. It’s a bit presumptuous to call it “creepy” when it does happen irl and is a valid thing to add onto the plot. Anyways, at the end of the day, this is just a story. There’s nothing that toxic or problematic in it either. No need to take it that seriously lolol

    shizu-chan February 8, 2021 12:17 am
    The director literally says he was chosen for his skill and not for the recommendation though that did have an effect ln letting him audition again. Not to mention the directors first request, not telling the a... kkwd

    The director said he wasn't impressive in his audition at all and was "reassured" by the seme based on the film they just did together??? The DIRECTOR of the film they worked on while he was directing it mentioned his 'good acting" skills only when he WASN'T acting but had *become* the character- the method part. To me that isn't a test of his acting skills. Basic scenes he had to do had to be taken a lot of NG cuts.
    You can CONSIDER it fair, but I didn't like it. I didn't think it was FAIR even if it is what generally happens..I would've liked it if he got it on his merit - I.E. BY AUDITIONING.
    The diesctir was intrigued by him being casted by that famous director and making this famous actor the second main character so he was INTRIGUED but he wasn't impressed. Whatever. That's the least of the problems this manhwa has.

    shizu-chan February 8, 2021 12:18 am
    the reply above is......... yes.......... please reread it, bcs it rlly seems like you didn't read this newest chapter at ALL LMAO amyahue

    Fuck off. You didn't read the comment I wrote. It was something i personally didn't like.and the story has a lot more plotholes than just seme using his influence to get the uke auditions

    Ifrit February 8, 2021 3:23 am
    It means....he wasn't a good actor, and the times he acted good were the times he wasn't acting at all. Recommendation was unfair, though I understood why he did it. Professional as in...as an actor; who is con... shizu-chan

    A resume literally has a section for references which you know employers ask for RECOMMENDATIONS??? Remington is just that, a reference LMFAO. “Doesn’t mean it’s right” Please go out to the real world, you seem like you have not even tried to apply for a job. Even the director himself, if you read he actually said, on how Remington did not influence his final decision.

    Ifrit February 8, 2021 3:29 am
    Fuck off. You didn't read the comment I wrote. It was something i personally didn't like.and the story has a lot more plotholes than just seme using his influence to get the uke auditions shizu-chan

    I don’t think you actually know what plotholes are . There has been no instance where the plot has been nonsensical in terms of development. Yes, you can have your own opinion for moments on what you deem “unlikeable” (shitty takes at that!) but the plot itself has been so straightforward. All your take was that “I wish the uke had a backbone awww” okay? “I wish he can act better when he’s been in this career for 6 years awww” How is that a plot hole? It’s realistic at best, hell we have old ass actors irl who can’t act for shit. There has been no facts to your arguments it’s clearly your opinion on how you would want the story to be. If that’s the case gtfo and stop wasting your time.

    kkwd February 8, 2021 6:42 am
    I don’t think you actually know what plotholes are . There has been no instance where the plot has been nonsensical in terms of development. Yes, you can have your own opinion for moments on what you deem “... Ifrit

    this!!!

    kkwd February 8, 2021 6:48 am
    The director said he wasn't impressive in his audition at all and was "reassured" by the seme based on the film they just did together??? The DIRECTOR of the film they worked on while he was directing it mentio... shizu-chan

    again you’re missing the entire fucking point and instead focusing on insignificant details, literally just reread the manhwa cause it seems like some chapters just went over your head. It would be fine if you actually had valid critique but all you’re doing is nitpicking things that you just didn’t read. The director so clearly states that he infact did not choose the actor bc of the recommendation but bc of his own talent which also includes being able to immerse yourself in the character. Regardless of what you think it’s still real acting and so many actors do it, completely immerse themselves in the character which makes it more realistic. Your points make absolutely no sense

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