
I never understood the fear of telling until this moment. I understood that people who got rape would have some kind of trauma but I never really understood why they didn't speak up even though they know their rapist is there somewhere. The movies I watched hasn't really captured that emotion or at least depicted it well. I really applaud the author for successful depicting the fear and trauma people have after being rape. I finally now get that telling is the right way but first, the one who got raped need time. As of right now, Seth has had this memory stuck with him for decades, a curse that makes him think irrational and nobody to help him. I'm really glad Horus is there, because even if he's acting like a simp, I feel like it's what Seth needs right now.

It's not easy to heal. You have to remember, time does not heal everything. Also, you said he has lots of time (decades), but have you looked at the fact that no one was there for him. He has been stuck with his trauma alone, him killing ppl and losing his normal sense just makes things worse. Now, how can "those decades" heal him, tell me. Not all victims are like oh fuck it, I will tell them everything, how I was raped, how I was humiliated, how I treated like shit physically and mentally. Exposing your wounds and vulnerabilities aren't easy, those who can must have gone through a lot of healing and at least have some support from others while Seth has none
I just want them to be together, is that so hard to understand