
Ok so there will be spoilers, so don't read until you are caught up! You have been warned!
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At the beginning of this, I was already annoyed at the sister and the blonde dude! Like, really? They had an affair behind the MC's back, and both think being handicapped means that a person is inferior? Even though, the main guy is much more richer, powerful and honestly, a better person than both of them combined! At first, I thought that the MC also thought this, but if you look at it from her perspective, she just found out that her boyfriend was sleeping with her sister and then was forced to marry someone she probably doesn't know that well, let alone, love. And then being roofied by her sister?! Like what the fuck? And her dad always believes her sister without even willing to hear her side. To being constantly accused, framed, blamed, bullied and flat out taken advantage of, is awful. It's like the people who are supposed to be there for her and love her unconditionally, manipulate her and subject her to all this, is so sad. But you see that despite all that, she is still cheerful and (relatively) nice. And then to have to deal with that same kind of shit at work! I'm surprised that she isn't more depressed. And that blonde motherfucker! He is so delusional that he thinks that after everything, the MC would want him back. And he keeps supporting the sister, even after her literally having him investigated! But there are some good parts of this series. I love how committed and protective the main guy is of the MC! And not only that, he supports her, her career, and even when the dad pretends to be sick, he goes with her to be there for her (tho I think he just doesn't trust the da or the sister, and for good reason). Unlike the stereotypical rich guy, he doesn't flaunt his money. Yes, he does things that could only happen because of his money and power, but not in the way to show off. And even though he's handicapped, he doesn't let that stop him his goals and ambitions. Nor does he use it as an excuse for his behavior or use it to make himself look like a victim. And he's not rude to anybody who works for him. Yeah, he's a bit tsundere, but it's not like extremely mean. Overall, this is a pretty good series!

Holy shit! I love this! The FL a kickass, beautiful, strong, independent woman! She don't need NO MAN TO SAVE HER, SHE DONE SAVED HERSELF! And, SHE CAN DRIVE A RACE CAR?! And not only is she all this, she's also incredibly nice (when she wants to be) that scene where she rescued her friend was so touching. Whatever happened to that friend, Quennie, I think was her name. And WHY DID THOSE MUTHERFUCKERS PUT HER IN AN ASYLUM! (╯°Д °)╯╧╧ Her adopted family was atrocious! (╬ ̄皿 ̄)凸 As an adoptee, I hate how they treated her, even more so because generally, adoptees feel like they can sometimes be a burden and want to be able to show their gratitude and appreciation to their adopted family, but this was abuse, plain and simple! Also, how did she lose her memory? Did she hit her head when she fell into the river? That plot twist near the end got me fucked up. I was like, "is this still the same manga?" And how they didn't recognize each other?! Really? They only had masks like from The Incredibles, like really? And apparently she had a voice changer device? Where? I don't see anything resembling that. Even so, how did SHE not recognize HIS voice? Oy! This kind or why people with UNTIL they get to know each other better BEFORE getting married.
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So... like WHAT THE FUCK IS HAPPENING?! Why does Chamin act like he doesn't remember having sex with Dowan? Also, I honestly feel so bad for Dowan! It's like he has consistently been there for Chamin through his break up, literally gave up their day trip to drive him to see Sena, comforted him after he broke up with her, always put him first. Loved him from afar, then helped him get over the break up, and for what?! To get mixed signals and made to feel like he was fucking up!
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Ok so fair warning, this is gonna be a long one. With that said, here we go:
First of all, I want to say that I don't think any character is a "bad person", just made some bad choices and acted either immature or not very well. Though it doesn't justify anything anyone did, I'm just not gonna write anyone off as "good" or "bad" because of their poor, often misguided behavior. But I kind of understand where everyone was coming from. Chulsoo is bring all this shit from the past back up because he is jealous that Ye-eun was staying at Jiha's and wanted to hurt him by telling him all this. In the flashback, Ye-eun wasn't getting sexually satisfied with Jiha and she was afraid of him finding out because she didn't want to cause friction in their relationship. It seem that she and Chulsoo had experimented with S&M before shit hit the fan. Idk when that started, but I think it was before she and Jiha got together? Also, it seems that she and Chulsoo didn't actually have sex(of any kind) while she and Jiha were dating. I think at most it was just some foreplay. I know that is kind of sexual, but personally I don't see that as "sex". See, as a dom, played a role, and Chulsoo also played a role. I see it more as an extension of acting. Like how people "kiss" in a movie or a play or on TV; yes, there is physical contact that in other cases has deeper meaning, but in these kinds of cases, it's not really more than roleplaying. Also, had Jiha actually listened before losing his shit, he would've known that she was ending it with Chulsoo. But nope. He had to lose his shit. From his POV, it looked like she had cheated and was trying to cover it up. So it's understandable why he would be upset. HOWEVER, how he reacted went too far. He NEVER should've gotten physical with Ye-eun. That was really uncalled for. ALL of this would've been resolved with just this one thing; COMMUNICATION! FOR FUCKS SAKE! And that is the end of my rant

Yeah, it sounds like Chulsoo and Ye-Eun didn't actually have sex at any point during her relationship with Jiha. She'd said no up until that argument, then he tempted her into it by saying she could essentially beat the hell out of him to relieve stress. I don't know if there was even foreplay, TBH, it felt more like she just lay into him with the cane until she felt better. Which still pushes the line when it comes to cheating, but given Jiha made it abundantly clear he would never do anything like that with her, I get why she'd do it. And she DID try to tell him that it wasn't right to let it go on like that, too.

Oh my fucking God! That was by far the kinkiest thing I've ever seen in yaoi, that was FULLY CONSENSUAL! I love their conversation afterwards because it allows for both of them to express their sexual desires in an open and healthy way. Which is something you rarely see in yaoi manga. Too often, I see the "rape" tag, and I'm like, "Really? Why are yaoi manga (seemingly) always glorifying rape?! Why can't it be kinky, but not have rape? What is kinky about rape, or even entertaining about rape? Like, what happened to NO MEANS (HELL TO THE MOTHERFUCKING) NO ?! This is a refreshing manga to read.
"You said you were straight!" Bitch, please! You actually believed that bullshit! We all knew he wasn't. I coulda told ya that a long ass time ago! (〜 ̄△ ̄)〜
And now, you think you're dead? Boy, we've all been reading this from the afterlife since the first time you two fucked! At least I have. ╮( ̄▽ ̄)╭