
I forgot the beginning. So can someone tell me why she dies in her 1st life. I know she kills herself but why?

Well, some of what you said is right, but here are some things that you said are wrong.
The emperor didn't really frame her it was her ex, he said something like, "YOU WERE JEALOUS THAT I CHOOSE THE PRINCESS (forgot her name lol) OVER YOU, THAT'S WHY YOU POISONED HER!" And since she has a bad rep in society, no one sided with her and everyone believed that she poisoned the princess. THEN the emperor thought this was a good time to bring down the Duke's power and so told her to be brought to the prison or the dungeon or something like that.
Her father said he would bring her to a room where there were rumors that when someone goes into that room they never come out. After he brought her there before she went inside that room he gave her a knife. She didn't know what that was really for so she thought her father had abandoned her.
The knights were gonna question her why she poisoned the princess, but Max came and said he would question her, he also said something about cutting off limbs (yes our FL heard all of this). So when Max came into the room she thought he was here to kill her and she didn't want to die in his hands so she stabbed herself with the knife.
(Shorter Summery):
Princess askes for a drink.
FL brings a drink.
The drink was poisoned.
FL's ex accused her of poisoning the princess.
FL's father brings FL to the scary scary room.
FL's father gives her a knife.
Max comes to "question" FL.
FL gets scared and kills herself.

I don't know what to think about this. Like there are way too many plot holes. So she can resurrect herself.. I mean "heal" herself. So if arsen kills her then she'll revive, right? Cuz of her super healing powers lol. So she's invincible?? And she was scared of him in previous chapter but now she's literally blushing... Uh.. well okay.

I mean maybe shes not only scared of death but bcs of the ml being scary for her(?) or maybe she doesnt want to get tortured since she can heal back(i meant that the ml could have tortured her to death and she would die but heal so she gets tortured again) but i dont think her mind is that dark so maybe shes just too dense ╮( ̄▽ ̄)╭

It literally came outta nowhere. Now she doesn't have to worry bout dying or being killed. It's as if someone accidentally killed her off in story and later was like oh shit, didn't mean to kill her, she's mc, now how do we solve this. Oh yeah give healing power that can resurrect her. Problem solved.

Recommend me something like this with psychotic seme

Blind play, the silent lover, palace of bardo, even if you don’t love me... it’s kinda sad bc I feel like I can come up with so many more psychotic semes than I could for ukes hahah. But I also feel the first three I mentioned might not be the type you’re looking for??? None are as bad as killing stalking but then again, I never finished ks either lol
This is becoming annoying. The stories where girl hates the bad guy at first but then her heart goes doki doki all of a sudden are not my cup of tea. I thought the FL lead would be intelligent or clever so i started this but now i'm gonna drop this.
I get you, but i don’t think she ever hated him- she was terrified of him, but mostly because of her knowledge of a novel
He was a bit of a mean tease, but actually never ever did anything bad to her in fact
So we’re far from Chinese serial rapist or way to many psycho yandere characters (at least for now)
Nonetheless, it’s starts to heavily smell of plot holes and brain cells loss ˆ ˆ ;;;