HOLY SHIT I WAS SO SCARED FOR THE FIRST STORY THINKIN THEY WERE BOTH RAPED BEFORE CUS YKNOW PRIEST = PEDOS AND IT LOOKED LIKE HE GREW UP IN THE CHURCH SO I THOUGHT HE WAS RAPED AS A CHILD OR OLDER AND THE TEENAGER BECAUSE HE WAS SO NAIVE I RLY THOUGHT HE WAS ALSO RAPED. THANK GOD THEY WERENT AND HOKY SHIT I LOVED THE SECOND MOARRRR
wAIT HOLYSHIT WHAT IF THE NEW GUY IS FOR HIS BROTHER
B-but their hair are in the same color Even if that's true I'll still looking forward to it. Also big brother probably had demon eating him in the past since he understands demon so well
I love the hair color logic it’s true tho, in most cases
all the mangas and mahwas ive read, almost all off the couples dont have the same hair color
That’s right that’s why it’s funny someone pointing it out. By now it has become a standard that we’re all used to seeing and expecting in manga / manhwa / comic
I'm betting my money this wouldn't be fully translated at all or either would take many years before being finished.
Ill just save myself a few heartbreak, time, dedication and effort.
Farewell
Can somebody tell me about what issues the uke had?? I'm too mentally drained to even check it with my own eyes. Pls I got in so deep in the comments but still no sign of it
We don't really know much about Hyesung's past yet as he hasn't revealed what exactly happened to him. But for things that we do know at the moment: he's living with a guy who physically, verbally and sexually abuses him; he tried to kill himself at least once before and the memory of it is extremely triggering to him (symptoms similar to severe anxiety, if not PTSD); he was likely shamed for his sexuality in the past and has recurring nightmares about it; he seems to have issues with emotional attachment and commitment; he doesn't seem to think very highly of himself either (and imo often uses sex as a coping mechanism, even when it hurts him). I think that about wraps it up.
i JUST FUCKING SKIMMED THROUGH THIS AND I FUCKING HATE MYSELF NOW. WHY THE HELL DID I DO THAT.
THE EMOTIONS WERE SO RAW SO PURE IT WAS SO REALISTIC. I SEE MYSELF IN BOTH OF THEM. THEY ARE TOTALLY BOTH MENTALLY ILL. AND THEY NEED THERAPY. THESE KINDS OF STORIES ARE PERFECT WITB PEOPLE THAT HAS THE SAME DIAGNOSIS LIKE ME. THOSE TWO MOTHERFUCKERS ARE LIVING INSIDE ME.
IM LEAVING IN FEAR OF WRECKING SOMEONE APART. I PUSH PEOPLE AWAY BEFORE THEY ARE ABLE TO BREAK ME MORE THAN THEY SHOULD, BUT STILL HOPEFULLY WISHES THAT THEYD STILL ACCEPT ME. IM SCARED I WOULD LOVE THEM TOO MUCH, ID BREAK AND LOSE MY SENSE OF SELF AND REALITY AND THAT HAPPENING TO THEM TOO. I HURT PEOPLE WITH MY WORDS SO THEY WOULDN'T BE ABLE TO HURT ME AS MUCH AS THEY WOULD IN THE FUTURE. I WANNA CLING MY WHOLE LIFE IN THAT SOMEONE. AND I WANT THEM TO THAT TO ME TOO. IM ALREADY WRECKING MYSELF THINKING ABOUT IT, WHAT MORE WITH THEM. EXPERIENCING IT FIRST HAND. THIS HIT SO DEEP. BUT YKNOW THE BEST PART OF IT ALL?? They are fully awfully aware they would break themselves more if they still hold on but no matter what he still pushed forward. That brought a sense of overwhelming relief inside of me that no matter what someone would still cling onto them. That is the only thing i need to confirm that they'd indeed hold until the very end, they have willpower and stubbornness that most people like me lack. I can confirm that even tho he said he would leave him if he said those words one more time, those are just words. He wouldn't do that, he couldn't do that, he'll lose his entirety. He already gave everything for him tho there is another option of suicide if that indeed happened. But shut up and let me live in my utopia
Tho farewell haha I'll just kms if that happens to me so haha ya think ya can break me, I'll break ya first (talking to my existence
Ya thing ya (the person) can break me I'll break myself first