I'm sobbing I think what I've learned from this (in a super simplified answer) is that please, for the love of God be around better people. Love and loneliness removes what human emotion and life you have.
God I remember middleschool, I fell hard for a girl too and she would beat me up and call me terrible things. I kept going back, it must of been the attention and the idea that there was someone out there who actually wanted to talk to me. If I didn't meet the most lovely person in the entire world now I would of crumbled in her greedy hands and felt no remorse for my actions, even if I died.
Augh I'm still crying, the ending man.. please find the right people. And don't forget it's ok to say no.
I'm sobbing
I think what I've learned from this (in a super simplified answer) is that please, for the love of God be around better people. Love and loneliness removes what human emotion and life you have.
God I remember middleschool, I fell hard for a girl too and she would beat me up and call me terrible things. I kept going back, it must of been the attention and the idea that there was someone out there who actually wanted to talk to me.
If I didn't meet the most lovely person in the entire world now I would of crumbled in her greedy hands and felt no remorse for my actions, even if I died.
Augh I'm still crying, the ending man.. please find the right people. And don't forget it's ok to say no.