First of all....the Most beautiful, funny, emotional manga I've ever read. I've never cried so much or laughed so much reading a manga.
My emotions are all over the place.
I became invested in every single character.
I binge read all of it in 2 days. It felt Real to me. Their feelings and their lives....
The author has a great understanding of all the emotions and hardships people go through by being different and by not being The Norm. It's hard enough being considered different and try to live a "normal" life
while also managing a love interest!
The author developed the story with great skill and knowledge that it felt natural to me. Every single thing that happened had a purpose and a meaning to the story. No detail was overlooked and it just took me on the craziest emotional rollercoaster ride!
I loved it so much and the art was as emotional and beautifully depicted as the story.
Sorry for the rant but it's unusual for me to feel like this so I have to try to share what I feel. I just feel love for this manga plain and simple.











You can't blame Niel for being afraid. He told Jensen everything that happened before. Jensen has to make a decision and really think what he wants from Niel. And then convey those feelings to Niel properly and make him understand that he loves him and assure him that his feelings are real. Niel has every right to try and shield himself so he doesn't end up heartbroken again. It's human nature. As long as Jensen acts and does like he is suppose to, everything will be alright... (●'◡'●)ノ
Niel had no right to invalidate Jensen's feelings tho.
Yeah, but putting your words into people's mouths is not cool. Jensen got hurt too, it's not Jensen's fault that Niel is afraid. Also, Jensen respects his feelings therefore he stops coming for Niel. The uke got exactly what he asked for. Why does Jensen have to be the one who pursue and constanly assure Niel when Niel definitely is n not ready and can't sort out his problems yet?
I so agree with you!!
I get what you mean but trauma is not easy to overcome. And Jensen was 'straight' to begin with. He is unfortunately the one that has to convince Niel that he truly loves him. And to answer the second comment because Jensen is the one who 'confessed' therefore he should be responsible because he chose to take things further in their relationship. And he should also understand that things sometimes don't work out how you want them to work out. Love is not easy. Hopefully he doesn't give up and if they have a real and honest conversation...then things should work out :)
Yeah but trauma is his problem not anyone else. So he has to deal with it. People around can help, but if he doesn't want to sort it out, then there is no chance for him. He can't expect other people to follow him around and wait for him forever, constantly assuring him forever. They are human, humans have feelings and can get tired as well.