
This story gives me the vibe of “ please throw me away” the FL and ML both gets treated like shit it’s so unbearable! My blood starts to boil for real. I don’t think I can keep up reading it any longer. Someone pls give a summary or any spoiler if it will get better or not in future.

There's a spoiler thread on NovelUpdates if you're interested.
https://forum.novelupdates.com/posts/6219541/
Now that you mention it, though, the tone really is similar to Please Throw Me Away. A whole lotta crying going on in this house.
I WOULD tell you to hold on til the end for Julius, but he doesn't come back until much later on in the novel...so you probably won't see him again outside of flashbacks until Season Two.
I pray to lord the writer’s bank account is always stacked with cash