AaAaAhHhHhHh I don't know about u guys but I had felt too bad for kise, and so I couldn't read anymore then chapter 3, but the sex sends were pretty hot but too freaked up for me
I think I've been desensitized from reading a lot of smut
It does makes sense to be uncomfortable with reading these certain scenarios. I was like that a few years ago, and depending on what mood I'm in, I still am.
Both youngest/2nd youngest: rape
Big bro: chill dude who dont do rape