
Reading back again and... oh man although the story does well in not dwelling on siwons past life too much or his character it’s still such an appalling and bitter story. Being bullied and assaulted while have no access to support or anything. It’s just so horrible to know that character went thru all those struggles and driven to suicide. Despite satisfaction achieved at the ending and “enemies” getting the taste of their own medicine in siwons body, it breaks by heart his soul was left in pain. Even though it’s fictional, I really hope and pray he’s at a better place and hes in peace and he’s loved even if it’s by no one from himself is enough. Tbh this wish n prayer is for everyone else as well. Whatever ur doing, do well cos you are precious.

Cole is just thinking with his dick right now cos he doesn’t have respect for himself. He’s just running to things that gives him short term pleasure/happiness as any other time he’s self conscious, depressed, anxious. That I can relate to. More than relationships and fucking he needs to go to therapy or find an other healthy outlet to deal n control his emotions. Or he’s just going to continue breaking himself apart. As well as others around him. It’s just going to get worse. I just wanna slap him with peace of mind but he rather get slapped with sum dick ugh
a way to a mans heart is through is asshole I guess ┑( ̄Д  ̄)┍
I cracked LOL!!!
lol i love you (≧∀≦)