Ok FYI:
White haired dude is ML and they are NOT related! Hes just calling him hyung as a way to show affection( you do that to a guy older than you).
Black haired lil bro is red haired dudes REAL brother that died once on a trip. MC is blaming himself for his little brothers death and uses white dude as a substitute for his death younger brother (he knows that, but doesnt wanna admit that, cuz he knows how bad it is to see his real younger brother in white haired dude).
White hair dude likes our MC, but until now our MC doesnt like him back( cuz he feels like he cant, cuz he has been using white dude as a substitute for his lil bro the whole time and cant see him as anything else).
White hair dude is actually an entity thats born from affection( according to how i understood it), he was once just a sword, and i guess his owner loved him so much that his affection got white hair dude reborn to a human. And probably our MC was that dude in a past life or he looks similar to him (but thats just my assumption).
Now back to why MC's family behaves so awkward?
The realize how they made MC feel responsible for the death of the youngest son in the family. They realize how traumatized he must have been, and that they realized that, when MC was having a nightmare about feeling guilty of his younger bros death. He yearns for the white hair dude, cuz he didn't make MC feel bad, he made him feel likr he's the same big brother he was once. So to redeem themselves, his parents send him to therapy. But cuz NO ONE WOULD FUCKING TELL HIM WHY, he run away. His parents were obv extremely worried about him and i guess they got in a car accident looking for him. Makimg MC now feel guilty about two additional deaths in his family.
So for everyone wondering: The dude with the white hair and our MC (aka red hair dude) are NOT blood related.
In korea u call an older guy hyung(aka big brother) , sometimes out of affection but thats just a social thing. They do that also for people they're not related to.
Female version is unnie(older sis).
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Its stupid. Disciplines are stupid AF. WHO KILLS THE PERSON THAT TOOK THEM IN, JUST CUZ THEY PUNISHED U LIGHTLY FOR KILLING SO MANY PEOPLE?!? wtf. And who kills their master, cuz he allegedly killed ur person, you dont even have fucking proof you FUCKING IDIOT. Wasted my time for this shit and i regret it.
Art is nice, but completely ruined by the plot and unlikeable semes
Dude grow a backbone... How could it happen that u are sooo manipulated, that's normal for u to get hit, be scared and threatened to follow the will of ur crush?!?!?!?! AND TO THEN GET WILLINGLY RAPED MULTIPLY TIMES just so ML FUCKING DOESN'T KNOW THAT U LIKE HIM?!??!?!?!?!!!! Honestly, the only reason i am still reading this:the art style, iam curious s about the ending and hope that either the ml has a change of heart and wont stay a toxic as asshole OR that mc leaves..
I'm going to stop reading this story, I just feel so sad and hurt while reading it. Yeah mc was an a*hole when he was young, but if the now black hair bottom knows that our mc needs the money for his mom, the loan and his sister, why would he willingly try to destroy three lifes while thinking about killing our mc?
And I can't get over the feeling that the black haired uke may feel even prouder when he realizes that the man he's dating is responsible for beating up the mc and the loan....
Even if I won't be reading it anymore, I hope the black haired uke and the mc will not get back together. It won't be fair for any one them and though I do feel the chemistry between them, I just think they would still hurt each other and would have in the ends regrets.
Understandable. Both of them are still hurting over their past and what they need most is to move on and find closure, which they won't find with each other.
but when I felt the chapter where kangjin suggested he start being an escort, he was really trying to help. When the owner told kangjin that his revenge is complete,he kind of looked shocked like he didn't actually want to hurt him that way.
I love it, the first relationship were the female Dom is not a b*tch or doesn't treat her subs right( even though we didn't t see much until now).
The plot is also refreshing and the art is beautiful.
I have to say I am in love with her character, and her switching genders? - for a yaoi and bg/gb fan it's perfect.
The assistant manager is also a little cutie ╮( ̄▽ ̄)╭.
I think this story could be a little gem for those who love SM stories in which the partner s may end up in a genuine relationship (=・ω・=).(assumptions)
DOES ANYONE KNOW IF IT'S A HAREM???????? PLEASEEE
This was my take after reading the chapters (sorry if I misspelled their names):
Wan Jun and Quirang both like He Wei
Bai Li has some sort of feelings for Quirang (I could be totally wrong about this)
And He Wei has some sort of feelings for Wan Jun
But again I could be totally off on some of my assumptions since it’s still early.
I think it's good, not the best but it's good. For me it just kind of feels empty? Like something is missing...
It would have been good if we had more informations about our mc for example, so we can really put ourselves in his shoes. And if that happened, I think I would have been more invested in the story.











For the love of good, let him just be obsessively in love with him and not plot his revenge