
For me, if you caused the death of my sibling, I could never forgive you no matter how good the D. I hope he doesn’t end up with him in the end, even if it’s just for this one reason alone. But.., we know these things always end up. …
”I had a traumatic childhood that’s why I’m this way” and
“I trusted my underling to move your brother to a safe spot. When I found out he didn’t I shot him” or
“I only did those things to make you hate me. But when you came back to me and tried to stab me I knew I could never let you go”

The writing is very intelligent especially explaining the technicalities of the omegaverse, complexity of emotions and relating things to Greek mythology. I do think the uke hadn’t dealt with his rape trauma yet. He probably closed himself off to these type of emotions after the bird incident with his brother. As the seme said - those cynical of deep emotions are probably the most idealistic of all - somewhere deep inside.
Speaking of the brother - wasn’t he on the phone with him during the accident. And when the call cut, the brother just acted as if nothing was wrong. What a mess.

There are moments of such beauty in this manhwa. That memory of Abel running through the field in the morning to find the butterfly is one of the most beautiful I’ve ever seen in a manhwa. In terms of emotional impact and nostalgia I get the same feeling I got when I first read Blood Bank. The author/ artist is very talented.

So don’t tell me if you know the story. I’m just theorising.
Theory 1
But what if the ML is actually dead? The MC noticed how cold he was when they embraced and the ML says he doesn’t remember his life. So what if he’s an undead that has control over his mind.
- maybe he vomited because he has to fake eating food.
Theory 2
What if he’s an entity that inhabited the ML’s body. So the ML was actually some random hot guy who died and this entity took his body over. In the beginning he wanted to be referred to as Salvation or something.
Theory 3
Split personality but I hope not cos that will be too basic
Other theories
Some people are saying that it could be that the MC caused the apocalypse but I hope not. I hoe it’s more a case of him killing his parents or his father trying to kill him or something like that.
Others have said it below but in the first chapter when we saw him waking up, perhaps he really did wake up for the first time.
In other words, the next step in human evolution, evolved from all the zombie chaos.That being said, I wonder how he was socialised or decided to be on the side of the humans? Was that something innate or a remnant of his past life?
And is the elephant boy a zombie now? Is his father afraid that he will be killed immediately? If he is not killed is there some sort of time period in which he might evolve to a human zombie hybrid like the ML?
Also… some people have replied to my comments with actual spoilers since they are ahead maybe with raws etc.
Please don’t. I’m just musing here - I don’t ever read ahead.