
Nothing is going my way....
Before this, I was reading about an ml who claims to be truly in love with his knight but has three wives that he also f**ks.
And before that, I accidentally watched an anime where a 40 year old man got reincarnated into a kid wherein his dad, who thought was faithful and loving to his wife, turns out to be a f**ker who gave in, f**ked their family like maid, and got her pregnant. And I thought the son would be at least won't be like his sh** dad, turns out he is worse. He also got three wives. And what's his reason? Is that he can't f**king chose between them so he just married them all three....
And now... This....... Wow.....
Please send me where I can murder for free like buffet....

I've already given up. I've just watched something so traumatic three days ago. This just added up to it.... Haaaaaa Paulina.... Just get the hell out of there and live a good life with someone else... See you when you're truly happy with someone else....

I understand your feelings- but I hope you realize that she IS happy right now. She is living her best life tbh. At least for now, she doesn’t have romantic feelings for the emperor. Or anyone else for that matter.
Rn she’s doing what she loves, doing her duties as a knight, serving his majesty, being close to his side, having FEMALE friends (for the first time in her life!!), becoming an “aunt”, not being forced to do anything she is uncomfortable with... she may not have romance in her life right now, but that doesn’t mean she isn’t happy. You don’t necessarily need a romantic relationship to be happy.
Of course her feelings could change in the future, and if she falls for someone (whether it’s the Emperor or not) and they love her and treat her well then I will wish her the best with him... but she’s in a good place right now. Mentally, physically, and socially. So there’s no need to feel bad for her.

Common sense no longer apply here anymore. It's rape here and there. F**k here and there. Then some twisted sh** about a victim turned sex addict falling in love with a rapist turned lover boy
Am just laughing at how crazy this s**t is
Haaaaaaaa..... Common sense really flipped and left from here... Got tired, huh?
That added up to my depression hahahaha
I don't even feel anything directly to this story, and yet I'm crying....
I'm just... So tired.... Maybe that's why.. Hahaha