
This is by far the most heart breaking manga.. i cried like hell... But i can relate to natsuki.. sometimes your body do the thinking and ends up making mistakes.. and i can also relate to arata.. sometimes you love the person too much that you wanna be with them even if they cheated you. And arata knows natsuki really feels guilty about the whole thing and loves him.. that's the main point . But their life will never be the same.. the sex will never be good.. they will never be happy like they were before..
I am crying like hell.. why did he have to die.. the psychology trauma here is on another level . It's really distrubing but i can't stop reading...