Q: How to cry like no tomorrow while reading about Mafuyu and Yuki's past?
A/N: If you've listened to the opening, the full version is already out. It's called Kizuato by Centimilimental. Basically it's like a song about Mafuyu singing (I am pretty sure) for Yuki. It you translate the lyrics, it obviously means so. There's so many painful foreshadow.
The part where Centimili sings
"Kikoeteru? Mada riaru na"
that verse till the end. It's clearly Mafuyu talking and asking Yuki. It's clear that he still love Yuki. It obvious that he still does. Having that fatrful day nightmare repeating itself every now and then. And the fact that he's still holding onto Yuki's Guitar and wanting to learn about it clearly shows and tell that he still want to know about Yuki. As to as why the boy loved the guitar and so on. But part of him is telling himself that he has to move on and that he is going to do so. Thanks to Uenoyama.
Plus I don't know if it's just me. But I kinda have a theory of as why Yuki commited suicide.
Basically we all know that Mafuyu from the start, kinda lacks emotion. Even when he was in a relationship with Yuki. And the fact that he literally asked of Yuki to die for him, at the spur of moment whilst being unhappy or what. A drunk Yuki did as so. I am sure he did it both consciously and not. Part of him is drunk and I thunk part of him wants Mafuyu to understand that he too is capable of feeling emotions despite what others say. I feel like Yuki was just there as a Guardian Angel to guide Mafuyu to be more expressive and guide him to Uenoyama. Yuki is somehow like a stepping stone to the new Mafuyu. A more expressive boy with a dark past. No matter how painful it was going to be for the both of them. I guess Yuki wanted Mafuyu to understand that words means something too and it isn't just some empty context. Thus Yuki put those words into good use. Really dying for Mafuyu. Indirectly telling the other that life is a fleeting moment and if you don't cherish those around you, they're may be there now. But they may not be in the future. Like Yuki and Mafuyu's 'I was Here' and 'I am Here' well this is what I think. I may be wrong 200% but it's been bugging me for some years now lol and the fact that Kashima saw everything but thought it was just some couple jitters. But boy was he so wrong. I wonder if he had stepped up to stop them. Will everything turn out differently? He's kinda too pitiful...childhood friend. Double couples. Literally he stayed with his lover while Mafuyu lost his.
I don't know but honestly I still ship Yuki and Mafuyu eventho Yuki is no longer an existance. I want to give Uenoyama a chance. But it's obvious Mafuyu still love Yuki. They're literally still a couple. But someone deceased like lol
Plus. I share a love-hate relationship for Akihiko. He's like a manwhore. I honestly hoped he would stop having flings and stay with Ugetsu because I want to protect both him and Haruki. Especially Haruki. I wished Koji would step up and just take Haruki and his unrequited feeling for Akihiko away. Obviously...Akihiko don't deserve Ugetsu nor Haruki. He's being a prick and jerks by doing such to Ugetsu...URGH THE STORY IS TOO CONFUSING LOL BANANA FISH WAS EASIER LOL NOT THAT IT HAD ANY LINK. THIS HURTS MORE THAN READING KILLING STALKING...
Basically when I was reading the scene where Nobunaga was eating the new ere food, it reminded me of a certain manga called 'Nobunaga no Chef'. It's a really good isekai and foodie manga lol if you liked this manga I am sure you will like the other too. Tho Nobunaga no Chef is more serious and kinda stressful, I can only say that it's a good masterpiece along with the life action(▰˘◡˘▰)
Haha lol me Too! XD
Sarazanmai is the spin-off of this manga. And the characters are soo lovely. Soo happy that someone finally decided to translate this cute manga! And I can't wait for Sarazanmai itself. Eventho the storyline is like super weird about kappas and 'addicted to it' I swear I got Jo idea what this 'it' is...but it foes mentions that Kappas will steal something...like this round orb or something from someone's...anus...but whatever it it. I came for thr anime not because of it being from a BL spinn-off. I came because of Kunihiko Ikuhara's Mawaru Panguindrum. That anime was soo good yet so underrated. (づ￣ ³￣)づ
I really love the manga. Tondemo Skill de Isekai Hourou Meshi is so damn adorable. Originally with only Mukouda and Fenrir then Sui finally joined. It just became more exciting and fluffy. Everytime I reread the main manga, it just gives me them fluffy and warm feeling. I still don't wanna cook tho. Eventho the urge is real HAHAHAHAHAHA