I just finished the fucking novel...all I can say is... This story is a one fucked up shit..
I ain't got no words to describe it.. the fucking plot twist
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Spoiler
Btw I dun remember names that much
I don't remember well but I do remember that Jing actually has feelings for his uncle... And that cute boy is actually a girl and jing's wife. Lu cang was prisoned together with jing's uncle. Cang make some sort of exchange with the uncle... The uncle will help cang with the antidote and cang needs to find him a poison... so cang found the poison and kinda replace it with water (?) cuz he doesn't want to kill the uncle... And cang was released by the girl cuz she can't stand watching him like that... So cang went back to the mountain.. and while he was running away from the mountain... The uncle died of poison
Spoiler pt2
My memory is jumbled so the setting is going everywhere
Cang went back to the mountain, return to his bros. And they having a party and cang couldn't get it up. Before the prison scene, Jing was abusing cang using some sort of needle on cang's dick and thanks to that, cang has erectile dysfunction. And while they went on hunting (?), They split up n cang went alone in the river.. (I dun remember if he's taking a bath or what) but the Jing showed up and wanna captured him. A guard told that they saw cang giving the poison to the uncle. And yeah, they fuck right there and Jing was like "why aren't u erect?"... Cang was embarrassed and be like "it's because of you!!!"
You know the funny part is that... cang dick suddenly went erect when Jing touched it ...like his dick only wants Jing and that's it.
And cang confessed (?) That he loves Jing and Jing was like excited or shit
Jing kidnapped cang and They went back to the palace and Jing fucked him again and again.. they do like 6-7 in rounds..
And turns out the girl killed her own uncle because she can't bear to see him that way.
Oh yeah... forgot to mention that while escaping from the prison, cang realized he loves Jing
I've just finished reading erha and now I'm back at the same plot again....
Kill me...I can't take all the angst in one day
Idk if u want it or not but some of the yaoi, historical really do have almost the same plot, especially the Chinese and Korean ones
http://www.mangago.zone/genre/Yaoi,Historical/?f=1&o=1&sortby=update_date&e=Doujinshi










Everytime the guy thinks about his ex, I'm like shit.. the conflict wasn't even there yet.. I just don't want to see yechan getting sad...he's seriously in love with the ham
See the thing is they didn't even really break up yet. That guy seems so desperate to keep Ham with him but don't really make an effort to do so. And when they talk they keep hurting each other it's so sad to see :')
Their relationship seems kind of toxic atm and I hope they can seperate or sort things out soon and be free of that toxicity
I don't think Yechan is seriously in love with Ham yet but he's starting fall for him, like he's more conscious of Ham.
I feel like the ex is trying to guilt trip ham which hard for me to watch.. ham is a good person overall..
But I just don't want to see yechan sad..because this is probably the first time he's ever conscious with someone
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