i've come to a point in life where i genuinely jerked and came to thinking about my oc (it's just me in a different costume) and my favs (who's not even from a lewd game/story) going animalistic in bed
i can't wait to fucking kill my self!
it's only Wednesday and im already going through so much shit (tummy hurty)
i've been thinking about this recently and i just reached a conclusion now as i take a shit,
but i think the reason why I don't like eye contacts and look at ppl's face for too long or too hard is because i feel like the fabric of reality is going to collapse if i do
i'm fine with looking at photos but staring and studying a person's feature in the physical is just unbearable for me. idk how long this has been going on, cus i remember when i was a kiddie that i like to look and study my parents face. but now, just thinking about doing it feels awful
does anyone feels the same way as i do? are there any way to stop feeling this way?
