Brain: bitch, it's shounen ai, don't expect sexual content
Me: WHERE IS IT!?!! ヽ(`Д´)ノ
Relatable . I found this website which is okay but it’s not separated into chapters: https://www.52shuku.vip/jiakong/htQq.html
Or you can try this one which has been separated into chapters: http://www.txt101.com/id/7116/
Someone’s also translating it into eng but it hasn’t been uploaded yet
Okayyyy soooooo, what my take on this is that Harry likes and is intrigued by Felix's art and the world he sees. And since the incident two years ago, Felix's hallucinations had flared up and he doesn't realize it, thus him being inspired and painted his most recent work. Harry completely fell "in love" with the art because it has been a while since he's seen Felix pick up his brush. Harry wants to see and feel Felix's hallucinations so in a way he became obsessed with him. The first time Harry met Felix's, 7 years ago, he was asked if it was okay to draw him and I think that the painting that Harry was holding in the past chapter was his "portrait" and that is where it all started. We saw that he protect Felix like a treasured possession with the Oliver and Mia thing and also other people, strangers and probably even Felix's family. And also, Harry wants Felix to himself, "He's Mine", that's what he thought while blushing looking at his "portrait" from seven years ago.
In conclusion, Harry is obsessed with the Oblivious Felix and I don't mean a sexual way since there was no yaoi tag which I was expecting to be there but it isn't. It's still psychological which is *chefs kiss* a blessing. I still hope that Felix will be brought to light and if there's an argument, I hope they reconcile and still be best friends ٩(๑❛ᴗ❛๑)۶











PLEASE I CAN'T TAKE THIS ANYMORE
JAE-WON PLSSS, DON'T YOU DARE LOVE THAT FUCKER (╬ ̄皿 ̄)凸
ヽ(`Д´)ノ
I NEED THE RAWS OR EVEN BETTER, SPOILERS
He already pass the stage of love him to want to disturb him hahaha