I kinda wish he could take Kay up on the offer and run but honestly I don’t trust Kay. He knew what he was doing when he disappeared and left Yoon to take care of the laundering. He knew Yoon would have no choice and no way to run. Yeah he gave some flippant “wanna run away together” before he disappeared but how the fuck was Yoon supposed to know he was serious.
I don’t particularly like the way Vasya treats Yoon or the danger he’s in but I don’t trust Kay, he’s just using Yoon again and he’ll up and vanish again too.
Kay was the one who put Yoon in the predicament that he is right now with Vasya, he knew Vasya was on his trail so he brough and mixed Yoon into the business when Yoon was looking for a job, and Vasya isn't any better too; with the extreme obsession and possession he wants to have over yoon, even though Vasya truly loves yoon he doesn't want to scare yoon away that's why he thinks such tactics of fear will keep yoon by his side. That's why I don't support the idea of Yoon wanting to even think of escaping Vasya with Kay because Kay can betray him again. T-T I just wish Yoon's friend the police officer (forgot his name), could help him out.
Yeah that’s what I’m saying. I wish Kay could have been an escape for him but Kay is so obviously going to betray him and leave him behind.
I think the police officer friends name was Chris (not sure can’t remember and can’t be bothered to look) I worry if he gets any more involved that Vasya will get jealous and angry and end up hurting him or use threatening hurting him to get Yoon to continue doing what he wants. In all this all I can think is that no matter what he does, Yoon is backed into a corner and I wish he could catch a break.
I wanna start by adding that if you have a hard time with domestic abuse and rape scenes then you will want to skip Volume 1 Chapter 4.
Rape is listed in the tags but if you are still interested in reading but wanna skip the rape then that is the exact chapter to skip. It is somewhat sort of flash backed to in other panels further in the story but it’s not explicitly shown or really ever talked about outside of Chapter 4. I like to skip through that chapter and just see the argument and not the events after because I have a hard time with rape in general but even in fictional stories it’s hard for me because of personal reasons but I’ve had to learn to skip around it in yaoi because it’s such an overused trope. But I love yaoi too much to not read it so ╥﹏╥
Ignoring that though the story feels so real and raw and bittersweet. There’s ups and downs and I cried and laughed. The friendships and families all feel down to earth and realistic, like you are actually stepping into these two young lovers lives and experiencing it with them.
It’s 100% worth reading and 1000% worth experiencing.










Omg Felix just staring mouth agape as Isaac kicked ass is the best reaction ever