
Did FL love simon? Or she likes him or crush?

No. She loves him, as a person, and recognizes the he is someone she could fall in love with and have a happy life with. But she’d never be able to live him more than than Ian. That both of them would always choose Ian over the other. So in a since it’s a bitter sweet acknowledgment of what could of been but never will.
Wtf is wrong with that dick. And surprisingly, there's still someone who'd want to take that dick in their hole