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These two always make my day(≧∀≦)
I’m really gonna miss them ╥﹏╥

Mr Shen be jealous- I like(≧∀≦)

My friends, I spent the entirety of this Sunday morning watching the anime of this (available on YaoiMangaOnline- I gotchu boo ٩(๑❛ᴗ❛๑)۶) and damn son, I haven’t seen that much skin in a yaoi since Sensitive Pornograph (albeit censored) but it was beautiful to see them animated;-; they really make me so happy;-; this genderbend is one of a kind because usually, they don’t fall in love with both bodies but Rui did and my whole heart ╥﹏╥

So I’m looking at the comments and a lot of people are speaking about the SA in chapter 10-ish and yes, it’s painful to read so trigger warning. The thing is, is that he also didn’t tell his partner about it bc he didn’t want him to be angry at him- so for most of S1, he just avoided the truth even tho it wasn’t his fault. His partner found out eventually and obviously didn’t blame him (as many other toxic bls would’ve) bc it wasn’t his fault and they made up
and then, after a bit, the assaulter became the assaultee but even tho it’s ‘revenge’, i still didn’t like witnessing what happened to him

So I took a break at ch40 bc this is a heavy read. Not a bad story and the main couple isn’t toxic, but just so heavy

GUYS I TOOK A BREAK WITH READING THIS AT THE END OF S1 BC MY HEART WAS CONTENT BUT NOW AS S3 AND THE ENTIRE STORY AS A WHOLE IS REACHING ITS CONCLUSION, IM SHOOK BECAUSE THEYRE SO PRECIOUS LIKE WHAT EVEN ╥﹏╥

And they didn’t show us this much...lightsaber in S1 so I’m shook after reading ch96

I just came to see the proposal but got blessed and I’m so overwhelmingly happy for them that it brings tears to my eyes ╥﹏╥

Imma catch up with this ASAP before S3 ends and the side story begins ╥﹏╥

I’m feeling so single after seeing how in love and happy they are with each other- like please my heart is so full

Jin’s smile and laugh- I’m deceased but Mathew looked at it like his entire world just fell into place. As if all fragments of harmony and light joined together in that specific moment. He was absolutely stunned. That’s beautiful to me;-;
I can’t wait to see when Jin sees Mathew just like that.

An ending we all needed. Something that still leaves me as ⁄(⁄ ⁄·⁄ω⁄·⁄ ⁄)⁄ Is when they first did it, Azusa used his wetness to prep Kaede

The ending was cute. I’m happy for them and I genuinely feel that the first time Kaede will top Azusa is when they want kids- how precious ヾ(❀╹◡╹)ﾉ~

Naahhh, this will just have to be like Here U Are, Sign and BJ Alex- it will remain unread until I have the strength in me to want to say goodbye. It’s not over if you don’t read it finished:’) I’m sad:’)

So...I like that it was different. The omega was the top- lit. They learnt to love each other? Wonderful. But at the beginning of their relationship? Nah. At first Kaede literally just wanted to use Azusa and he did just that. Azusa basically assaulted Kaede the first time they did it. They were both so toxic for each other in the beginning. But towards the end, they weren’t as bad- they’re slowly becoming better for each other as their relationship blossoms and that’s wonderful to me.

I don’t know why they threw in the fated pair thing bc they were doing so well and then the toxicity arose again but died down after everything was sorted out. The second couple isn’t much better either.

But if I look at it, both couples have their sweet, endearing moments and their toxic moments. I do believe that the author tries to brings out toxicity too much to develop the plot with the intention of clearing out the toxicity to bring in the cute, spicy fluffiness. That’s what I gathered the authors style is. However, this unintentionally created characters and relationships that are too complex to sit comfortably in our hearts

I do believe that the characters themselves were drawn with the image of being good people- all 4 of them. Kaeda sticking around and learning to love him after having strict values after his dad, Azusa taking care of him and nurturing him and the second couples endless love for each other. The message just got faded away

Regardless, I’m happy the fated pair didn’t end up together- it’s different! I know that these couples are gonna be together forever and will have kids with each other one day. That’s adorable to me. Hopefully they’ve developed way past their toxic ways by then to the point it’s non existent anymore and all that remains is pure love which is what the second couple had and the first couple was aiming and really close to achieving.

Oh...well, that was an unexpected expected event...the raws did not adequately prep me for this (￣∇￣")