FreedomEXL May 2, 2021 8:25 pm

Reading this once up to Ch19 made me feel happiness that turned to anger, but reading it twice- knowing what happens at Ch19 made me feel this blinding rage toward YS.
He was acting like a jealous lover during so many scenes, they were going on adorable dates, he treated KJ differently like you would to a lover AND THIS MAN HAS THE AUDACITY TO SAY HE CANT BE WITH KJ? The internalised homophobia infuriates me because you’re causing needless pain to an absolute cinnamon roll.

I know you’ve fallen in love with KJ, YS. But seriously, f*ck you and your internalised homophobia for blocking your realisation to that/action towards that. (When KJ asked him if he liked him, he didn’t reply with ‘no.’ I think apart of him knows his feelings but won’t take action towards it just yet)
When KJ moves to the new shop, puts away the wallet you gave him and never contacts you again (I’m assuming what may happen) I hope you realise how much you messed up this time and repent.

    Dqhliq May 2, 2021 9:10 pm

    Yoonseul is so selfish. I know we can't just wish for him to reciprocate those feelings back, even so they could've at least been friends but he led him on and tried ghosting him instead. Whatever the fuck dreams he has isn't Kang Joong's fault or responsibility. Agh I just want him happy.

FreedomEXL May 2, 2021 3:58 pm

When this first started, I was finishing up highschool...to think I’m in 3rd year and this is over is just so sad:’)

“Just how fast the night changes.”

FreedomEXL May 2, 2021 3:45 pm

My heart is breaking for Kangjoon but I’m commenting because even through my pain for him, I’m absolutely livid at Yoonseul for hurting him twice. The first time would've ended well (bc KJ wasn’t expecting anything and it’s not YS responsibility to reciprocate feelings) but then he took his anger out on Kangjoon to the point KJ felt like he didn’t want to pursue being a baker anymore. Then the second time, YS worked his way into KJ life to apologise for his own conscience, only to end up hurting him again bc you “can’t” kiss him again. “Can’t” implies you would but you’re stopping yourself. You “can’t” imagine yourself doing more with him but your actions and emotions say otherwise. The internalized homophobia- I cannot;-;

I’m mad bc apparently the next chapters in KJ perspective and it feels like it’s going to hurt. Poor cinnamon roll- I’m so upset for him.

I swear, when they work through this and are together, YS better give him 100000x more love to overwrite the pain he caused him:’)

FreedomEXL May 2, 2021 3:31 pm

They’re so cute. To think there’s only 1 chapter left until the end is absolutely heartbreaking:’(

But don’t worry, we still have side chapters:’) but I’m going to miss them when this is over:’) but I feel like they’ll live a long loving lifetime together so all is well ٩(๑❛ᴗ❛๑)۶

    Angie-chan May 2, 2021 3:55 pm

    You mean in the raws? There are 47 chapters right now and the latest chapter was about them 10 years in the future and working together so yeah its kinda the end

FreedomEXL May 1, 2021 8:35 pm

First loves to no-contact/enemies to everlasting lovers is my favourite trope. This was adorable because you know, without a doubt, these two are going to be happy in love for eternity. Cute.

To the translator: Thank you so much! Your hard work allowed us to appreciate and enjoy this wonderful story! We appreciate you!

FreedomEXL April 30, 2021 11:29 am

I’m so incredibly sad this is over but yaknow, it one of those times where you’re just so appreciative that you got to enjoy their journey with them and you know they’ll be happy and in love till death do them part and onwards. I love this. Thank you Haesung and Lotus! I wish y’all the best of everything<3

FreedomEXL April 29, 2021 3:13 pm

They all got their happy end. Literally, all of them- even that customer of Daichi’s.
I’m so happy for them- I wish them a blessed, happy life

FreedomEXL April 29, 2021 8:14 am

So I’m rereading this for the 3rd time and it’s insane how much foreshadowing we’ve been shown

Like, from Ch 4, after their first kiss that they haven’t spoken about yet, we see Hyeok looking absolutely beautiful- with that light shining behind him and I didn’t think anything about it until Hyeok looks at Inseo’s direction and sees he’s staring at him and thinks, “How long have you been looking at me?” And that’s when those frames where Hyeok is looking stunning- you realise it’s from Inseo’s perspective.

Inseo finds Hyeok to be breathtakingly beautiful. In Ch1, after the lick and before the make out session, they weren’t supposed to go further but when Inseo saw how blushed our Hyeok was, he couldn’t stop.

In Ch 4, Inseo thinks while having flashes of those frames where Hyeok looks stunningly flushed and says, “I should stop” but then again, once he sees Hyeok in person, he gets swept away again. In Ch 5, as Inseo’s jerking off Hyeok, we see how beautiful Hyeok looks from Inseo’s perspective.

In Ch 6, Inseo looks...disheartened at the thought that Hyeok regrets (and therefore might stop) what they’ve been doing. Even Hyeok picks up on this look and after enquiring Inseo’s feelings only for Inseo to roughly say, “I want to do these things to you, do I have to like you for this?” But Hyeok thinks that something doesn’t feel right about Inseo’s words (I always assumed the unsettled feelings were just from Hyeoks perspective but I feel like it’s also from Inseo’s now- like Hyeok picks up that there’s something...else to those words than Inseo’s saying)

but he much rather ‘go down this strange part than lose Inseo completely.’ Again, reinforcing the most recent chapters’ theme of Hyeok not wanted to lose Inseo.

I don’t think that Inseo finding Hyeok to be beautiful as just skin deep. I feel like because they’ve always been close, Inseo’s always been closer than family to Hyeok and vice versa (as Hyeok said in Ch 2, I believe) and always felt something different towards him (Hyeok) (as shown by how when they were kids, he kissed Hyeok to show his gratefulness). But yeah, basically, I think there’s more to Inseo than we realise.

Okay, thank you for reading this my friends! I go back to reading now

    Imjustalooser April 29, 2021 8:28 am

    What would happen to them?
    Can I get spoiler please

    DelinquentUke April 29, 2021 10:56 am

    Wow thanks for explaining that. I always sympathizes with ukes first thats y i got irked at how inseo said that he liked fucking hyeok so is there a need to like him. Then maybe its just his way of not scaring hyeok because he mightve liked him more than just friends from the start.

    FreedomEXL April 29, 2021 12:06 pm
    What would happen to them?Can I get spoiler please Imjustalooser

    Well, from the raws, Hyeok is definitely still feeling unsettled that he might hurt Inseo’s family so he’s hurting but Inseo comes to comfort him at his place- he tells Hyeok that they’re just enjoying themselves and that even if his parents find out, it’ll be okay because his parents love them (bc Hyeoks basically their son too). So, Hyeok still feeling a bit vulnerable thinks that even if they had to stop, how would he bc he learnt how warm Inseo’s hands are. Hyeok initiates a soft- delicate spicy time and in the most recent chapter of the raws, Inseo pictures Hyeok saying, “I like you Inseo” and nearly orgasms because of that thought- making me believe that he’s not just enjoying it anymore but falling in love without even recognizing it yet:’)

    I hope that helps my friend! They’ll be okay- Hyeok will be okay and their communication is good so even in future newly released chapters- if something happens or bothers them, it’ll be okay because they’ll work through it! I feel like they need each other and *not* in the toxic way- but in the, “I love you, you’ve always been by my side, please stay by my side” way.

    So yeah ٩(๑❛ᴗ❛๑)۶

    FreedomEXL April 29, 2021 12:09 pm
    Wow thanks for explaining that. I always sympathizes with ukes first thats y i got irked at how inseo said that he liked fucking hyeok so is there a need to like him. Then maybe its just his way of not scaring ... DelinquentUke

    It’s my pleasure! Thank you so much for reading!

    could tell you some more bc I read and roughly google translated the raws but if you don’t want to be spoilt, I won’t <3 but just know, I feel like Inseo feels more for Hyeok than he lets on and it’ll be okay ٩(๑❛ᴗ❛๑)۶

    DelinquentUke April 29, 2021 2:36 pm
    Well, from the raws, Hyeok is definitely still feeling unsettled that he might hurt Inseo’s family so he’s hurting but Inseo comes to comfort him at his place- he tells Hyeok that they’re just enjoying th... FreedomEXL

    Wowowow thank you for the spoilers ٩(๑❛ᴗ❛๑)۶ also their communication is one of the best among the manhwas i read lol. Hyeok deserves all the love(๑•ㅂ•)و✧

    Imjustalooser May 9, 2021 11:07 am
    Well, from the raws, Hyeok is definitely still feeling unsettled that he might hurt Inseo’s family so he’s hurting but Inseo comes to comfort him at his place- he tells Hyeok that they’re just enjoying th... FreedomEXL

    Thank you for this

FreedomEXL April 29, 2021 7:21 am

I wonder how many seasons past to the point we have their marriage already...time flies and wounds get number- Leo makes sense. It’s probably been a long time that’s past and Haral still pursued Leo for all that time only to be rejected:’). They’re both in Spain:’)

I feel so bad for both of them:’( It’ll be okay! Leo will take that leap of faith- it’ll be okay.

Also, Eunwoo looked so pretty on his wedding day;-; He’s all grown up now:’) I mean, he was 19 when this started but :’) I’m happy they’re happy!

    Honey April 29, 2021 7:40 am

    How old is he now?

    FreedomEXL April 29, 2021 11:57 am
    How old is he now? Honey

    They didn’t say so I don’t know :’)

FreedomEXL April 28, 2021 6:21 pm

In that moment when he saw his ethereal beauty, Mo fell in love with He Tian all over again;-; <3

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