While I actually hate rape in general (i.e. non consensual sex), I am strangely not bothered too much by this (i am still a bit bothered though). Probably because Dowan is presented in a gray light. He knows it's wrong but he couldn't help it since he thinks he has no chance in chamin's heart or something.
That said. I am actually both sad and happy about ch 26. I am glad that at least chamin has an idea about his sleeping habits, but at the cost of Dowan's heartbreak.
I hope they do not just brush the rape-y stuff under the rug just like any BL/yaoi stuff usually does and actually portray a bit of remorse that comes after it. Usually the lack of remorse when it comes to rape in bl/yaoi bothers me. Especially, when it frames that the one being raped supposedly "loves" the act.
But I have a feeling they will brush it under the rug though. Pity. Dowan is a very likeable guy.
... Dowan has no idea that Chamin is asleep... He just sees Chamin continuing to come to him for sex at night all the while rejecting his feelings of wanting more than that. From his perspective, Chamin is being cruel by continuing to search him out for sex after breaking his heart, but he is weak to turning away his advances because of his feelings for him.
The more the story progresses the more painful its getting. And this is probably why I like complex dramas like these.
If I were in Mr. Lee's position, I'd probably stay away from Sunny. People with red flags are hard to handle.
But of course Mr. Lee wouldn't do that.
I just pity Sunny. He lived in a cage for so long he does not really know how to actually break free from it. He's scared of trying to assert what he wants due to trauma. I hope he gains the courage to overcome that. (Which he will, I think)









Oh my gosh. That made my heart race.