it finally made sense to me. i was wondering why the hell is the top guy is so fucking pushy and why the bottom dude seems like secretly wanting it but his thought bubbles is making it hard for me to deduct his actual emotions. i thought the sex in the first chapter is noncon but it was consensual in some way if im not wrong? also it is understandable why he's so obsessed w the idea of not having enough time to date to make money and spending his free time to study in order to get a job that pays well. he has been independent his whole life. but it seems like his tight schedule is somehow hard to manage and he unconsciously depend on the top guy.
in this case, i think his anxiety got the best of him. he really hates the concept of dating because it made the future of him having a nice life blurry. though i think it's not so bad if he date tho because from what i see, the seme dotes a lot on him (but im unsure if it's out of sincerity or just to make an impression of him lol). also it's not like he doesn't work hard. he deserves a break sometimes like maybe go out on a little date. im worried that he might collapse from working too hard
my neurodivergence made me write this stupid fucking essay on 4 am. ADHDers pls dont drink coffee on 9 pm and above... this is for your sanity....
man srsly eat the rich i better not see this manipulative asshole alive
their relationship reminds me of me and my brother's like..... im 10 years older than him and he's so fucking annoying and loud and has a big mouth omg we r doing amazing sisters
the only thing that i dont like is how convenient that she suddenly become skinny. also i was wishing that sylvia keep her original body and just do skincare routines. she's actually cute. but im looking forward to what comes next!