It's obviously that Seungho is already having feelings for nakyum but he doesn't realize it. He's bothered about what NK is thinking lately. He's showing sign of jealousy(towards the learnded Sir) and possessiveness, wanting to know about the feeling of Nakyum but doesn't know how or why so he's trying to figure out NK by forcing him to tell him why NK is being submissive or acting 'that way' using force/to hurt him physically. Noticed when he said "To do this.." before he forcefully yanks nakyum around, Seungho is saying it like he himself is not sure of his words or if that's really the answer of why his keeping Nakyum.. 'is it really just for sex'
Anyways.. this is really getting better and better. Byeonduck doesn't put too much convo on her manhwa but if you pay attention of every details and interaction between the character and the setttings you'll feel like you're reading a book with a hundred words describing the story. ^^
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-of that korean BL drama "Where your eyes linger." That was so good tho, kinda same story where the guy is a personal body guard of a higher-up's son and they go to same school and house
bruh i was just about to say that
This is so fluffy. I'm jealous of this kind of relationship though i haven't even experience having one yet lmao
I just remembered how Ruoye came to life- and that part of the novel made me cry river as well— HollehhshtnooooICant!!!
That whole arc was heartbreaking. I'm gonna drown in tears when it gets illustrated
what book is it?
This manhwa is adapted from a beautiful chinese novel. Just search it, it's everywhere in novelupdate website. It's already completely translated.
Kuroji is so lucky with harutsugu. AND BY THE WAY! WHERE CAN I GET A MAN LIKE HARUTSUGU DADDY!! (╯°Д °)╯╧╧
I'm sorry but.. I know where he's coming from, but isn't he being too harsh on himself- and now this happened to him- that rapist should die.
Emotions make you do some intense mental gymnastics
That's true.. but can you imagine being like that on yourself? Just curious about others opinion' bcos if I were to put myself on his shoe.. i'd seek for proper forgiveness rather than hurting myself like that- i know others have different opinion on this but' i just really can't imagine..
I've been in his shoes before, at that point your head's not in the right headspace and the only thing you could think of is destroying more of yourself until you're gone/disappear. It's just a very shitty place to be y'know. But you're right it's best to seek proper forgiveness and help from people you trust
I'm sorry to know about that, were you already feeling better now than before? I hope you are..
No it's fine, i'm in a slightly better place now (๑•ㅂ•)و✧
That's good (●'◡'●)ﾉ sending u virtual hug*
At this point, he's trying to find forgiveness in himself for hurting his friend not from his friend himself. His friend told him that he doesn't blame him for what he said to him but even then he still said he couldn't forgive himself for reacting that way and that's the part that makes it difficult because the only way he forgives himself is by getting raped. That feeling of relief like he repented his sins only comes from when he's getting beaten and raped. I think prior to him getting raped he would've accepted his friend's forgiveness and moved on but I think the traumatic experience made him think that it was his punishment and him receiving the punishment made him feel better about the time he was the one who put a traumatic experience onto someone else. I wouldn't be able to imagine myself in that exact position but thats because i'm not really him ╮(￣▽￣)╭.