
why does it feel like I'm being guilt-tripped into caring how the mother feels when she abandoned her child his entire life?????
Like, yall, hear me out, people struggle with grief in a lot of ways and it takes a MAJOR toll on them and how they interact with people, but again, she abandoned her child all the way up to adulthood, no word ever directly from her, his aunt would update him on her, no matter the circumstances in his life, no matter what he went through afterwards, she NEVER contacted him.
It was never his job to do that, it was hers, and the fact that EVEN NOW, her stepdaughter is talking to him instead of her??? Like, why is this her job, hello??? And he has EVERY right to feel the way he did, granted we don't want him to resent himself but stopping himself from doing so purely only to please his mom, that's bonkers.

I was waiting for his resolve to give. Like imagine the eternity of being stuck just dying different ways, with no solution except the hope that it'll end at SOME point. I'm pretty sure if he had stayed in that loop on his own any longer, he might've just gone insane and just immediately tried to off himself to make it end (if he ain't done that already cause I wouldn't be surprised-)
I'm gonna blame my apparent amnesia of the first chapters on my being younger when I initially read this. I only came back because I'm currently reading Guiding Hazard and good gods, I thought that the two comics were similar in how the author handled them but apparently, I completely (somehow) forgot the uke gets raped, like...several time?
Perhaps I blocked it out, and perhaps a lot of you all did too cause everyone saying how good this bl is just...how? The rape is out of absolutely fuckin nowhere, Lucaon just...what the fuck? Why did he suddenly decide to start raping Kyon??? I just don't understand. Maybe being older made me more competent to the absolute buffoonery that is Lucaon's character.
I'm reading guiding hazard too right now LMAO. also I have reread it yet but I honestly don't remember the uke ever being raped I'll have to reread ( ̄∇ ̄")
I tried VERY hard to stick it out cause apparently the seme gets better but I had to out it down cause he damn near pushed this dude off a balcony while raping him.
Upon further inspection, it seems the writer is a completely different one for Guiding Hazard, either that or they changed their name but it would make sense as to why these two stories are so drastically different. I must say the artist has improved a lot over the years tho, from one artist to another, mad respect
ohoh I do remember that!! I really did not like that scene but I stuck out and read the whole thing. I can't do rape things but this one had really nice reviews (beside rape) and I did like the ending.
I think the side couple is what kept me going for so long, their chemistry is very good and I wish we'd gotten a story about them xD
yes I love them so much they're so cute. I really do wish they got a full side story about how they met, came to be, ect,!!