
if you guys stepped out of your yaoi bubble, you'd realize how hard it is to be gay and find someone to love until to exclusively look out for that. it's not easy. there's always the fear of your partner being stolen away by someone of the opposite gender because that's so much more convenient. i don't see why saku isn't allowed to preserve himself? because the other dude said he loves him? so did the teacher. words don't really hold meaning in front of experiences. sure, he will come around and accept his feeling but understand why he hasn't already done it.

honestly it's something terrifying about being queer, the fact that escaping into a straight relationship is so much easier sometimes. and you're so broken by yourself you can't even genuinely love someone without doubting they're gonna go away, disgusted by you.
honestly that sensei, his ex, is a disgusting person. he not only cheated on him, told him they had no future, but when he saw him again he was acting all familiar and what not. like that's hella weird, can't you just ignore each others or what?

As a gay person myself, living in one of the most homophobic countries, left several times for people of different sexes, bullied in school because of my sexuality with anxiety, I still think uke's past is not an excuse for his actions... It probably depends on a person, maybe I'm just too naive but it's important to remeber that not everyone is the same and some people deserve a chance, especialy that seme who cared about uke a lot. After all they both liked each other. It would be hard at first because of that teacher and memories but slowly, without rushing things it would be just better. Two months ago someone has broken with me. He really wanted to have a child in the future and I couldn't give it to him because I'm not a woman, maybe it was just an excuse because he just wanted to try being with a man and found out that he is heterosexual(?) I don't really know. I felt really bad because of it and i was full of anxiety. I still am and i always will be but still hope I'll find someone worth giving a chance and trust~ I also hope that you'll live a happy life! No one deserve to be treated that way. Unfortunately, there will always be someone who will hate us for our sexual orientation or even skin color.. It shouldn't be like that but that's the world we live in. Never listen to those people. Always remeber to be proud of who you are, amazing and perfect human being! Again let's live happy lifes
(づ。◕‿‿◕。)づ
(I'm sorry for my English)

it might seem really shitty on saku's part how he dumped kyosuke after a single date but he didn't even know that being with him would trigger his trauma. it's not his fault. it's not like CHOSE to be traumatised or anything. sure, kyosuke deserved a better explanation than just "i'm just that kind of a guy" but it's really hard to talk about someone's trauma. ESPECIALLY with the person who triggered it, knowingly or otherwise.

girl, seme didn't play w/ anyone, but the uke got stingy when he saw the seme w/ the girls he assumes that seme was fucking her and got passive aggressive w/ the seme, go reread chapter 3. im in no way saying the uke is a terrible person and doesn't deserve the seme, im just saying that he doesn't have the right to be mad
a REALISTIC gay sex scene? IN A YAOI MANGA??? no way
Omg yes I was so shocked too! But it's great! First time seeing a realistic preparation for gay sex in yaoi!