this is really though to read, but I pushed through, because my brain was somehow rearranging things to make more sense of the translations.
It is a great storyline so far. I am looking forward to better translations and further updates on this! I wanna see more of Kylo and FL
I never had acid, but this whole chapter one so far ( I am not done) feels like an acid trip Dafuq ahahahahahahahaha
Why
irritates me....is when the seme keeps wearing trousers during their love-making. Like I understand if it's a quickie or like they came in and did it and so they kept some clothes on trying to get to it quick. But he kept trousers on for multiple rounds in different positions like why??
from where does the story of the side couple truly start? I wanna skip first couple and get to them only....
It starts at chapter 42
like the uke had an unrequited love towards this dude forever. Then somehow they kept having sex and always after having drinks. And the seme never said anything. Uke loves him, seme only ever fucks him after they are intoxicated. Then uke finally feels out the seme and seme says "we are friends right." like are y'all blind? I get it. It would all be solved if he just confessed. But dude is gay, he is on love, thinks the other is straight and they were just friends all along and then suddenly they are having sex with no words....like it's a lot. I could never do this. But I get how people get into this. Especially lgbtq people with timid personalities like uke. I find this authentic. And then uke mustered up courage to kinda initiate this and asks about what they are to the seme and dude says "friends right?" like dafuqqqqqq
I'm glad someone said it!
I do not find this authentic. He literally slept with Shida when he was drunk, but couldn't just confess to him? You mean to tell me that's authentic? It was just bad writing with all the miscommunication. Plain and simple.
how real this is. `The current arc. it is so relatable. shows us the whole human spectrum of emotions etc. I can relate a lot to both! I can empathise with both. and both are right. and I feel much more for the seme rn. it is different. yes, I empathise a lot for the uke. I understand him. I don't blame him either. but one person was preoccupied by his past and his fears of a what if scenario. the other was invested in the present. then he realised that his boyfriend wasn't even in the present with him, but living in the past and future. so he realised they were disconnected. and he didn't notice until strangers coincidentally created a situation that made him aware of the disconnect that went unnoticed for who knows how long.
it hurts to realise you were somewhere completely different than someone you thought you are intimate with on something (be it lover, friend or family). it makes you doubt a lot of things and doubt means uncertainty and that is very unsettling. very saddening. makes us afraid on a very fundamental level. dude just realised his boyfriend was projecting his ex on him, didn't feel on the same not as him about their relationship and level of intimacy, trust and commitment to the relationship (their "us") and heard from strangers first about something that has deep meaning between these two and is the pillar of their connection. Some people don't get it. But this is deep.
My mother is a very understanding and open-minded woman. But one thing she will not forgive is making her be in a situation like him. Where she hears about something important from strangers about me and doesn't know what to say. That feeling is something she asked of us very early to never ever make her feel. She doesn't ask much of us. But this was one of those. Loyalty is really big for us. Do whatever you want, but never put her in that situation where she feels betrayed. Even if it's not true. It happened. The situation is what it is.
He had so much time to tell him. I get a few days to digest things and calm down and sort out your head. But dude literally waited until they did a goodbye party for him....and was STILL contemplating telling his boyfriend about it....like he took it to far man..
but I can tell what is what and I hope they kill Ver. Fucking bitch. He is the human who betrayed the kindness the moon god (cain-ken) showed him, who made him fall and who is not manipulating him and brainwashing him in order to sexually assault and rape him. What a fucking bitch.
I am guessing Agia is actually the god of death maybe? I dropped this ages ago. Don't remember why. Was it to marinate cause things were to anxiety inducing? Anyway now that I read it again with much more life experience and experience as a reader on my back, I can tell, even without reading spoilers. Ver that motherfucker I swear....he deserves a painful death.
By the way, the comments scare me. Does it mean something is gonna happen and Ken is gonna all under this motherfuckers power again and become his mindless sex slave ?
I just started reading this and already am getting anxiety and rage from that creepy motherfucker (am at chap 7).....like what the fuck. man......and I know it's not simply fiction but men do this to women every day in real life. Every day around the world thousands of women experience things like this. Some get raped, som get physically hurt due to a mans rage for being rejected some get killed. Every single fucking day. I literally read about incidents on my insta fee every day. "Girl rejected classmate and was stabbed to death."..."Man raped and murdered girl for rejecting him."..."Woman burned with acid for rejecting a man."....."Woman hit with a brick in her face and permanently disabled for rejecting a man."
art is amazing, communication is so intriguing. Characters are well built so far. Seme is a bit like a broken record, and a liittuttle bit dum dum , but he cute and hot as well and can be naughtyyy. I love the uke.