i have not seen spoilers or raws, but i feel like osiris rapes his brother seth while he was drunk and seth cut him into pieces afterwards to get rid of him adn the stuff that happened afterwards are all ptsd and stuff...so crazy...i am scared to see where this will go, because seth seems to actually be a good guy that was just broken and then left alone
dude...i just had a huge dinner and saw this update after work. i saw the first single picture and thought i would puke from laughter and had to write in my yaoi group about this hilarious shit and then when i calmed down i scoll on and TADAAAH hahaha shit it hurt so much but felt so food to laugh....this is crazy..i swear this author is something else hahaha
my spidy senses tell me stuff like "the transfer guy is super adorable and i can sense uke material and the super mysterious big star of a big bro is building so much tension in us, he has to appear like boom....the cute mysterious transfer guy and the mysterious big bro have a connection....SECOND COUPLE!" ah puhlease......
in many senses this is very relatable. super sneakily it makes you feel the atmosphere that is actually around and behind the poker faces and nice words, like bruh....so realistic....but what is really showing me about myself is, that even though i am a very open minded person, i get angry and annoyed at the idea that jumi will end up with he bom. i always understood the fears and issues of gay people with straight partners. this is the same. i have no idea, if i could ever ever ever get over this stuff if i were jumi. because she knows it all and even saw them kissing. guess i am a type that is somewhat possessive and stuff, so if i ever date seriously, i would prefer to never see or know about the exes. i already have a tiny trauma about this kind of stuff where a dude who made me fall for him (still also my own responsibility), suddenly turned up with a girlfriend to my play where i was a lead role and seemed like he was showing into my face that he was together with her. it was my fucking best act ever, how i slipped into a role of the "just a simple friend of his, who neither likes him a lot nor dislikes him really" and even became friends with his now ex girlfriend, who is one of my close friends now and he is like our dark past....if i were jumi, i seriously dunno dude...i am a person that is carefree in general but deep down very fucking deep dude....so this is tooo relatable in a sense but even more scary...so so scary...
Few seconds into the manga.
The narrator: The Villain was Ain Spenner Chide...
Me a german native: Ein Spinner ???? This sounds exactly like "a nutcase/a crazy person/ a madman etc." in german....Ain sounds like ein which means "a" and spenner like spinner which means nutcase. Chide, may be like child? A nutcase of a child is his name huh...interesting....how authentic hahahaha
he got demoted from the list of eligible bachelors for the uke. what an ass. he does not need another dude that flings him around. he needs someone that treats him right from the get go and teaches him how a healthy relationship should be like. i seriously get annoyed by semes(or sometimes ukes) who are assholes and "get converted by love". like dude...fuck you...that won't take away the injustice and pain and sometimes trauma of everything before...love is not some magic blank slate....it is a chemical reaction that a human gets addicted to....get addicted to another person that gives you more positive feelings than negative ones....don't take people who are like heroin, feel good for a little but kill you....take people who are gentle and non destructive and natural like weed











this story was disrupted by something that was in my eyes super uneccesarry and disturbing...dude i hate when they slide in shit like this urgh....come on! i was quickly sliding down, as i first thought he was one of the friends, and if one of the mc was gonna appear, so i couldn't help but still catch on what it actually was....then that crappy brother at the end....ewwwwww