Because from the start he wanted to feel that normalisation of him just being him and his sexual orientation being gay. He wanted that kindness and understanding from the start from his mom and friends but it was rejected and he couldn't share that secret. So bori comes and gives him all of this understanding despite his original experience and it must have made him angry about his original trauma. Venting what he wanted to say from the start to bori and pushing them away to keep safe. This really touches on deep issues that come from homophobia... no one is different with love but we're all different in who we are and it should BE NORMAL and something where they have to be a minority or people 'agreeing with homosexuality'. Just think how your own norms and pushed on others is selfish.
I don't think I slept for two days reading this. I guess yoo wons inevitability to rely or trust others would reach that point that he would do that. And hes realising the mistakes and being close with someone (like a real friend) with jumi. Like jumi said he looks tired and I guess because he was struggling by himself to take care of his mum (his only priority)... hes pure hearted that way. But that mistake with heebum.... yeah its gonna hurt... you can see he try liked herbum but he threw him away like jumi noticed.











Why did it have to stop there