
So I got a prompt for a fic about this if anyone is interested in writing some angst. Hurt/comfort.
So starting with chapter 52 after Hooni's visit to the suicide forest (and like did he even tell anyone about going on a trip?), the suicide diary. Am I the only one who found it a shame that his two friends never found that diary? Like I wanted to see their reactions, since they seem to care a lot about him, especially Jaehoon since he clearly knows of Hooni's self-harming, makes me wonder if Soorim sensed something. Hooni hasn't been going to school, been acting sus and it was raining and all and everything was serious.
I was so excited reading that part thinking they'd accidentally find the book and all but the whole book went down in flames

So! What if in that scene Hooni had put his backpack aside beforehand. The firework instead ends up burning a bit of his clothes which actually makes things more humiliating and worse for Hooni. Hooni decides he wants to be alone (ofc Jaehoon is worried he'd do sth to himself but he ends up deciding to leave Hooni alone, deciding to check up on him the next day). Hooni's backpack also ends up with Jaehoon. At his home, Jaehoon accidentally discovers the notebook as he was putting some surprise snacks in Hooni's backpack to cheer him up tomorrow (idk you can fill in all the story gaps as you like) reading the very concerning and frightening title, Jaehoon decides to read the book, his expression slowly changing, shifting and darkening with each page he flips on. It was an attempt after another after another after another, and none of them even knew.
Noticing how the more recent the dates were the more numb and resigned Hooni seemed.... And then with shaking hands. Jaehoon finally reads the last page.
He drops the notebook to the floor.
In a matter of seconds, Jaehoon is already out the door, his phone in hand already calling Soorim.
(I'll leave it to anyone who wants to actually properly write this lol, you could make it so that they save Hooni or it's too late.... Or both endings lmao. Anyways if anyone writes anything with a similar point I'd be more than happy to read it!)

Okay guys i found sth though it doesn't involve the diary directly but it goes back to that chapter.
Btw it's angst and involves suicide attempt and such
Prepare yourself to cry
I love you whoever wrote this
https://archiveofourown.org/works/22677166?show_comments=true&view_full_work=false#comment_420218108

I personally think Cain deserves another chance. Tho this whole thing was reckless! Seriously Cain!
Still I don't believe Cain is a hopeless case
But he sure will have to work harder to make up for this. I know he only did so because he was scared and blinded with love and worry for Rino. But Cain has always been a really good guy and I still believe in that.
YOU GOTTA MAKE UP FOR THAT CAIN
Also.. does Cain know now that Rino is female?
I know Hooni has issues to deal with and standing up to bullying and social pressure and all therefore I'm trying not to be too harsh on Hooni here
But really i can't wait for him to freaking learn that responding to sexual harassment or sexualising himself who is a minor on social media for attention won't take him anywhere good. I want the best for Hooni, and I can't stand him being sexualised by others for his cute, shy and fragile appearance. I MEAN WHO WOULD WANT TO TAINT THIS PRECIOUS BOY REEE
Today's chapter was so embarrassing too. Urgh
I think the problem is he doesn't really have a positive influence. he doesn't have anyone telling him he has a chance to make money without exposing himself. it sucks because he keeps ending up in this cycle but no one has taught him better - his friend who stopped him from getting harassed was even the one who told him to go try streaming. nobody is really teaching him to be safe :(
Yeah you are making a good point here, that's exactly why one cannot be too hard on Hooni here. I mean I really care for Hooni here this is just so freaking sad. Sometimes i get frustrated with Soorim because he doesn't involve himself until it's late in these situations, like the ramen incident. And the Twitter incident too (even if he just wanted to give Hooni space or sth)
In the end i can't bring myself to dislike anyone, they probably have their reasons
Yeah.....with his life grown up badly, having an asshole dad and sadly his mom isnt on his side anymore. who could teach him that....
Yeah but then again this is a fictional story so it’s hard to portray someone that feels real :0, I like the story so far though and so far it feels very real. For me anyways :3
I agree with you