
You know, I somehow can relate to him about his thoughts in religion. It's not that I hate the"God" or something, I am more reluctant to religions. They make me feel like I'm attending a cult. You see, I was recruited back then so I was still in the surface but still, the experience makes me sick. I will always wish Friday won't come. I wish that our teachers gave us load of homeworks. I wish that, my classmates who invited me will be sick at that day.
That was how desperate I am. Every hours that passed, the more louder my heart beats. The more it is harder to breathe. The more my tummy aches. It's scary, very scary. You see, they're nice and friendly but their devotion reminds me of a cult.
That's why whenever there's a cult arc in animes/manga, it makes me sick. I remember skipping one episode of Mob Psycho because I feel sick watching it. And for some instances, religion ruin God's name. At this point, I won't denied nor acknowledge his existence.
Awww. I love it