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Just completed this and I must say it's really twisted but honestly some things haven't been explained
1. CHEMISTRY didn't exist.. and tbh it's not like one day u woke up in that era and realise you're gay and your crush is gay too lol and that crush being your brother
They only met each other as children and I'm sure none of them has se*ual feelings for each other so it felt very weird that they did s*xual acts after meeting so long...
2. THE FIANCEE felt unnecessary.. I think the author had something more on mind but randomly using the fiancee felt way too weird.. like for Cedric marrying anyone without love is ok? Like wtf I thought u said u wanted ur brother to be your only family...?
3. TOO MANY character name introductions, just felt unnecessary, the uke's co-workers and as well as the mansion keepers lol
4. EXPLANATION we're never given much detail about what actually happens to the paradise day kids and after all that where do they go, technically there were pictures of their after effects but it just didn't feel right as also the end about the mother ghost being there also didn't feel clear or maybe I'm just dumb
5. UNNECESSARY DRAMA wtf r*pe like what dude I've read r*pr in fic too many times to count BUT it just felt unnecessary and unexpected here, almost as if the author wanted to create some p*rn with plot sh*t lol

1. I don't believe that there was supposed to be any Chemistry at all.
It isn't supposed to be idk a bl or yaoi but more of a psychological thriller.
2 + 3. I agree, most of the side characters felt unescessary.
4. I believe the Author never actually wanted to go into detail but wanted us Reader's to figure out what was happening in "Paradise".
And i believe they actually delibered it pretty goood on what the Place is about.
Paradise is a place for Theo's pedophilic father's fantasies.
We can assume that his Father had also put his hands on Theo, since Theo never "escaped" Paradise after he was with Cedric.

1. I don't believe that there was supposed to be any Chemistry at all.
It isn't supposed to be idk a bl or yaoi but more of a psychological thriller.
2 + 3. I agree, most of the side characters felt unescessary.
4. I believe the Author never actually wanted to go into detail but wanted us Reader's to figure out what was happening in "Paradise".
And i believe they actually delivered it pretty good, enough to understand what was going on in there.
Paradise is a place for Theo's pedophilic father's fantasies.
We can assume that his Father had also put his hands on Theo, since Theo never "escaped" Paradise after he was with Cedric.
Theo oviously wanted to escape the place because of the stuff his father was doing to children but also to him.
(Theory: Maybe his mother was actually a victim too, who knows?)
5. More about Cedric.
I didn't actually understand Cedric at aallll.
Yeah he love his Brother and all but was he also a victim of his Father, why did he marry,?
Why did he become. So infatuated/ obsessed with Theo ?
I don't really understand his Character.

True I partially agree with your point 1.. it's not exactly bl but still it felt weird af to see a younger brother so infatuated with his only family left the older brother.. we're never shown any of the brother's orientation at first so it was a little hard for me to grasp haha.. although the older brother was actually r*ped and idk if it's non con or r*pe cuz the older bro said something about it being his punishment and agreeing to it hah
4. That makes sense, I thought something similar to this after posting the topic too lol
Few things that still bother me,
6. The mother took her own life (why or how?)
7. Father actually loved his first son (Theo) to the point that he ended up actually wanted him to obey him in bed (?) Too
8. The ending, I really don't get it... Like what happened there.. I can guess a few things but it just feels like the author could've explained or given a little hint about Theory's life after..
9. How to control Theory, wasn't exactly explained in great deal, where Cedric snaps his fingers and Theo falls down I think it's in Ch 2
I would be really glad if you share your points on 6-10

6. Well in Chapter 2 we can see that even while the mother was alive Paradise was already created, meaning she knew what her Husband was doing to those children, we can believe that she must have killed herself out of guilt.
But then you can also assume that she didn't actually commit suicide but that she might have been killed by her Husband, since he was smiling during her burial and she is trying, as a ghost, to be "free".
In Chapter 2 we also find out that she is trying to get Theo into a boarding school or a Kindergarten so that he can get away from "Paradise", most likely because she knows that the same could happen to her child.
Another intresting fact is that all the children we know of, brought into the house, had black hair; just like Theo and his mother. With the exception being the child who was with the boy in the room who took candy from Theo.
7 .+9. We know that Theo's Father had made Theo do multiple things other than sexual acts. For example killing the children, burying them and so on.
How do I know that? In the last few Chapters, we find out that Cedric starts doing the tasks that Theo was doing, after he finds the idk stuffed animal and his Father burying the body.
And we know that Theo was a child, meaning there must have been some kind of resistance, hesitation etc.
So most likely his Father "trained" Theo not to disobey (the finger snapping)
And because Theo gained a huge amount of Trauma, Cedric's finger snapping most have triggered that memory, making him activate his "muscle memory"
8. I feel like the ending was RUSHED, cause I was so confused why Theo is suddenly u know?
Especially that Theo still sees his mother after she was supposedly "free" . Maybe Theo is also just hallucinating in the end.... idk

I want the blonde one to bottom so bad

Yeah anyone reading yaoi on illegal sites are weird and creepy dude
So stop cornering me, you don't like my comment, you can respectfully mind your own business but it seems you wanna fight with me over this like dude seriously just mind your own business..
We all have our preferences and to shame someone by calling them weird and creepy is really sh*tty of you

Idk maybe I misunderstood them but sadly this site is full of some really weird ppl...
So it's better to block them b4 things get out of hand..
Honestly after being on mgo for a long time I've realised that ppl will pick fights with you just do they can feel better about themselves.. And There's been some really strange ppl here..
I once chatted with a person on straight for 3-4 days... I'd rather not say on what topic because it's a controversial one.. At first we talked normally and I did try to see the topic from their p.o.v. but throughout They kept on saying that I'm crazy and deserved to die and that I should kms just Because I didn't completely agreed with them..
I'd rather block thousands of ppl then listen to them yapping about how I should kms...
There's been times ppl even created troll accounts to come at me and say some of the weirdest sh*t ever...
One of the trolls kept on apologising and saying that it was wrong of them so asked me to unblock them.. silly me unblocked them and they did a Mass kys on posts...
Some ppl really don't have a life and genuinely Reading on this site is the only entertainment I get in life so arguing with these ppl really wastes the only time I get to relax

I can totally relate bc some of these ppl on this site are actually fkin crazy and would do anything for attention and fame yet they still don't get the point that the world don't revolve around them.....but those persons are sick cause how tf could someone in their right mind tell smb they don't even know to go "kys" like bro are u fr that's messed up......I feel so sorry for this generation even tho I'm in it.... don't worry I will always have in my heart don't make them bother u Fujoshi
U+me

But fr who's the ml?
I wanna know pls don't make it the director Because then the white haired guy will probably be alone forever
I remember reading this yaoi where the seme was really bad and he did bad stuff.. and uke ends up with someone else and they live happily and then the bad guy reflects on all the bad stuff he did and gets cancer or something chronic and then when they're like really in their 60s seme one day wants to apologise to uke and goes to his address but he looks at uke really happy with the other guy so seme leaves because he doesnt wanna hurt uke and then he dies of heart attack
And I still have trauma from that

I read it long time ago so I don't remember the title sorry
But the plot was so freaking traumatizing for me because you know the author gave a really sad backstory of the seme.. and all of his actions were basically outcome of his sad lonely broken childhood after getting bullied by his classmates and abused by his alcoholic gambling dad and meanwhile his mom blaming him for everything because of his birth and saying that he should've died while he was still in her womb so at least she could've lived a better life

Here's a few that currently come to my mind (actually I keep the novel list on my laptop :')
With happy endings
https://www.novelupdates.com/series/bad-life/ (THIS ONE IS DOWNRIGHT KS BUT EVEN WORSE BY KS I DON'T MEAN KILLING AND STALKING I MEAN EVEN MORE FREAKING THINGS, THINK at least 1000 times b4 reading this)
https://www.novelupdates.com/series/non-zero-sum/ (SAME WARNINGS AS THE FIRST ONE BUT MILDER COMPARED TO IT)
https://novelhi.com/s/The-Husky-and-His-White-Cat-Shizun
https://www.novelupdates.com/viewlist/21887/
https://wuxia.click/novel/wax-doll-explosion-academy
https://booktoki325.com/novel/7839161?stx=%ED%8F%BC%EB%A6%AC%EC%8A%A4
Without happy endings
https://www.novelupdates.com/series/additional-inheritance/
https://www.novelupdates.com/series/like-love-but-not/

.... wait, are you saying people should stay in abusive relationships with psycopaths because leaving them might make them sad?
Now, I'm a firm believer in that everyone deserves to be loved (the world would probably be a better place for it), but if you constantly hurt those that love you, then you should not be around them.
I think I'm falling hard for his mother she's way too hot
RIGHT!?
Yes
Idk she's just too perfect
And the fact that she's toxic just makes it better
I know I can fix her
Honestly this was a joke (I think?)
y'all are too funny
no such things as jokes, we are sailing on this sinking ship
But I don't even like girls
But his mother is an exception
you open doors to new tastes in unexpected ways
True