
See how sexy a first time could be when both are sober, willing, and have a clear head when doing everything.
Also, an actual depiction of a first timer.
It always so weird to me when I encounter a bl which the top is an innocent first timer but already become a sex god right when they entered the tiny hole, but well, all of it are fiction so I kept quiet, but to finally see a first timer acting like an actual first timer is not only refreshing, but also hot and definitely hella sexy.
THANK YOU, 945-NIM!!!
We all say in unison. (▰˘◡˘▰)

His love, and the way he expressed his love, cannot be measured by modern standard time.
He was there for their first life,
He was there again for their second..
Time's never enough, his lover keep on dying.
All the mc want is for them to be together again, and so far.. even until He's reaching 30 he never make any advances toward him. He simply just saying what in his memories, long time ago, that probably might felt like yesterday for him.

It is easier said than done.
Sure he looks like a coward, he may be really is a coward, but I can't see him as one.
When all the responsibility and fate is on your shoulder it would felt heavy. Very heavy.
He thought he can sacrifice himself so his lover and his family would at least in a better state than he is, I can taste the bitter pill in his mouth.
But then his lover died, and it's his fault, and not only he have to chew this pill, his heart is broken. The guilt, and regret must've been eating him alive. It must've been excruciating for him, and I feel so sorry they have to gone through all that.
I love this story. It's cuter and sadder than I thought it would be.
GO GET THAT COOKIE, MR. LIM!!! ლ(´ڡ`ლ)