
Okay i get it you like the girl but she is already in a loving relationship with some one else. First of all you shouldnt even think about her in a romantic way but now that fall in love with her You have to keep yourself in check and not sabotage their relationship by sharing your undying love for her. Thats now how things work.

She is annoying. Really a father figure if he is good man is very imp for a child growth. Just because sha had a shitty loveless life she cant deny the child to have a father in baby’s life. Also is he a robot everything seems so stoic with him. No emotions whats so ever. Poor baby.

I think its deeper than a shitty love-life, and more towards growing up in a shitty household. The chapter with her mother showed how growing up in a household where her parents were forced to get married really hurt her. She still brings the trauma and her relationship with both parental figures is strained to say the least. Her current situation is literally the same as her parent's in the past, a shotgun marriage. Knowing wht she felt growing up, maybe she's so hesitant in getting married because she fears that her baby will experience the exact same thing she did. Maybe she feels that its better for the baby to grow up w ONLY her who will love the baby instead of with a two parents who hate each other.

My arranged marriage was horrible he forced himself on me ,there was no honeymoon planned bc in laws thought it was waste of money. These type of stories just makes me feel lost, sad and it hurt. I filed for divorce this year but the time and the experience i lost no body can fix it for me. So yeah i hate everything about this story even though its so sweet.

That's a painfull and heartbreaking experience to go through. I'm sorry you did. I believe you will come out of this adversity like a pheonix. Be confident and go out into the world. You will realize u know and understand more than you give urself credit for and I'm very sure you will find the person u want to spend the rest of ur life with.
if you drug a person and have sex with them without consent it is not sex its called rape. I am out.