
So I'm not on daddy's side at all but until you faced something like this its hard not to place the blame on any and everyone. I did it with my brother I would tell myself " if only my mom did this we wouldn't etc" " Of only he didn't decide to hang out.." " if only I had been a better sister". It's crazy that people think dealing with a death of a someone is cut and dry especially when they left this world not of natural causes. It's easy to live in world where you can call someone scum because you can't relate. Let me tell y'all this you would think a lot of people are scum than ! Nah we are victims too dealing with the trauma of losing a love one. I am willing to go deeper but I will not argue with anyone on this particular topic.
You know what I wish this was longer lmao