
Rape is bad., but betrayal is much worse..

you enjoyed being raped....wow.

That's my own opinion because I've never feeling what is something called 'romantic love', I'm a shut in so no friends, I have a twisted view and personality, and I'm not a woman., so feeling of being raped left an impression of nothing to lose for me.. And because of those reason, the only thing left in me is my feeling which is will be left a long lasting deep scar if I'm betrayed by someone around me..
Looks like I write something nonsense, but that's my own reason why I wrote my comment above.. But if you don't understand, please don't ask me why.. Haha
Lol, I'm really feel like the worst social garbage now..

Thank you for explaining this...now I kinda get how you feel, maybe coz your life's slightly like mine. My above comment was directed at that person who said they "enjoy" being raped.I've never come across someone who said that so it's kinda shocking.But I think they meant the same thing you mean, they just couldn't put it properly into words.Well, if they do enjoy it, then that's not rape!
I feel like you're suffering a lot.Maybe not but in case you are, this might sound ridiculous but "Keep fighting"! Become so strong that this whole world will acknowledge you.That is what I plan to do..

I understand about the rape verses betrayal thing. Though I'm not sure I understand about being social garbage? Because you have a different opinion than most? I want to think that lots of others think the same as myself, that an opinion is just that. Opinions don't make people bad, it's just the way they think - adjusted by how they grow up, and circumstances they come across.
If I were going to call someone garbage, it would be someone who does hate crimes against others. Considering you said you are a shut in, you probably don't have much opportunity for such things. But then again, what do I know? Less than nothing, that's for sure.

Me translated knockin' on your door h-scene (hima dakara), but don't expect much.. I hope you to enjoy!
https://mega.co.nz/#!KQdRWKIQ!NPeTcVaP81kjHhdMfC1iFdYrzqH2gN091JeJ9s2DqQ0
This manga and Yoneda Kou-sensei's "Ore ni Koi Shite Dousunda" play a total letdown tag-team.. XD
Warning for a first-time reader.. XD
ohmygosh...i feel exactly same way for these two mangas....i keep checking them again and again for updates