
So what I get from this is that they’ve both raped him -the ml when he was being possessive jealous and this other dude for some suspicious reason… added a psychological tag bc what the fuck (⊙…⊙ ) not a single good option for mc here
(I think it’s intentionally kinda vague bc of the bottoms current state of mind and will probably be confirmed later on)

A little obsessed with the artist. She’s based on a real person, an artist who was raped by her mentor and made a painting that is mentioned. PLEASE Google Artemisia Gentileschi she’s awesome and her work’s iconic. There’s another manga called Arte every loosely inspired by her i believe, I only read like the first few chapters but it seems pretty good
This overall sucks when you think of how much the Uke (bottom) suffered bc of the seme. BUT I am re-ve-lling in the fact the seme (top) can’t even let himself feel any kind of pity or guilt bc he watches the person he loves suffer if he does. Like yes you did the shitty thing you have to channel that into only happiness for uke. You’re not allowed to feel bad or show that you do. You don’t deserve it. Suffer in silence. Perish. (●'◡'●)ノ
Ah so u mean the cover fooled me hahahaha ty for sharing