
To be honest I really don't know what to feel haha! THIS WAS REALLY GOOD! To the point that I thought this can be part of may 10/10 list since the first few chapters were very cleared to me. I feel like I'm connected to the story even though I'm not a porn actor (lol!). The part where they are talking about films (porn films?), story making. The plot is just really "WOAH". But I suddenly felt lose of connection near to the end I really don't know why? But probably because of this;
1. Chang Liu Character was pretty messed up big time like he let Ed suffer because he love him? *Insert confuse look meme* (but still love him tho. such a ZADDY!!)
2. The way Janneth? Jennette? Say that He knew McQueen for almost 10 years now and he was "full of himself" ? Uhm... Why I never saw it on any chapter even before Ed confess to him? Or Am I too blind!?
3. Ryan and McQueen story. Can really someone enlighten me with this one. Like Did McQueen force ryan to do porn with him? That's why Mcqueen see himself as the 'r*pist' on that certain film?
AaaaAaah! I write a freaking long comment here.I'm so sorry (༎⌑༎) I just want to let out all my emotions

Answer to the Ryan & McQueen issue: basically the film they did together, Perfection I think it’s called, is based on a “real events that happened within Walk On Water” (hope that makes sense). From what I understand the guy McQueen plays is a serial r*pist and Ryan is one of the victims.
Because of that Ryan had to go through a fake r*pe scene. I’m guessing to make it more “real” McQueen wasn’t very nice.
But also when the film was released there was a lot of backlash from the victims. McQueen ignored it and got on with his business but Ryan suffered and went off the rails.
Hope that makes things a little more understandable ヾ(❀╹◡╹)ノ~

Damn! I just scroll down until where you can write a comment. In short I avoided all the comments above for no spoiler hahahaha. But damn our Male Lead such A-hole on how he keep pressuring our Female Lead regarding on their feelings although I can't blame him that much since He was really anxious and FL also had some short of the problem. I dunno if I should drop this xD!
I seriously have this kind of thing in straight manhwa :3: I just gave this 4.6 I really want to see The Male Lead jealous side damn! Where I can find that kind of manga/Manhwa almost same as Kou of Ao haru ride. hahahaha