
But.. Haesoo is already at the finish line of their relationship. Guh.. he realized, highlighted at ch30, that both of them are toxic to each other. Like when he said "why do you treat me so rough?" And J said "what are you saying? We're always like this." And H realized J's right, it's just him being sensitive now--- Bec. He finally realized they're TOXIC. Meanwhile.... Joowon is way off the finish line. Like barely in the middle!! Gah! He's touching and holding Haesoo's hand now.. and then (spoiler) in the latest Raw he admits that he never ever clung to anyone before. Meaning bec. Haesoo was always available to him, he never experienced the need to cling to anyone. (In a way, this means his first love was Haesoo but because it's 'taboo' or whatever reason, he never acknowledged it and that fakeness led to him not developing feelings for anyone else.) Buuuuuut yeah... Everything Haesoo is realizing from Ch. 1 to now, is what Joowon will go through once Haesoo leaves him. It's sad, but good for Haesoo for growing up.

Those who don't understand why people still relate or feel for Joowon.. *maybe* it's because of this: THE FLASHBACKS. Their first meeting. How unique & unconventional it was. Joowon the perfect golden boy and there was Haesoo hating him to the core.. remember Joowon actually looked like he wanted to get to know Haesoo that day. Joowon said himself "it's the happiest moment of his life when they were a family". Then forward to their smoking together, but Joowon only wants H to do it with him and not other guys. Then there's Joowon cutting class when he heard Haesoo was sick. I'm team Taku- he's more my style but Taku's harder to trigger haha, understand why people still liking Joowon even tho he's NUTS and kinda obsessive/careless depending on his mood. Lol. and I'm sorry if Taku fans or some other people judge Joowon supporters as weirdos or consenting to abuse...
Bottom line, Haesoo is ready for Taku: Joowon and Haesoo started from the same place and they're BOTH TOXIC to each other. Haesoo just woke up and came to this realization. Like in Ch.31? When he was surprised that Joowon was right-- he always treated Haesoo that way and it's just at that moment that Haesoo was sensitive to it. Meaning----- he can see how toxic their relationship is.
Haesoo is at the finish line of his relationship with Joowon... Meanwhile Joowon is not even halfway there, as seen in the latest Raw.
This story is GOLDEN and we all read for our own reasons/entertainment and There isn't only 1 opinion. So just understand other comments.

yeah the issue is that all 'good memories' are in the best. I'm team taku as well, but I gotta admit that if this was only about h and j from when they were young, I'd probably ship them. But their relationship changed drastically for the very bad, and tbh Joowon seems like a fucking psychopath. there's no going back in my opinion. they need to let go of each other asap

My point is, some people get stuck on good memories (like Joowon who's getting stuck in the teenage feeling with Haesoo), and maybe Joowon fans feel there's na light of hope in Joowon being more honest and gentle with Haesoo. so I can't really judge or bash people for how they feel. I'm just stating, there are people who thinks it's *Romantic* to have someone from your childhood be your love-- despite the toxicity, J-fans are hoping their history would atleast mran something.
For us Taku fans, we see it as Haesoo's PAST... it's over. Time to move on. Haesoo has been in that cycle, he has been a poison to Joowon too, but unlike J, Haesoo woke up and now moving on. That's why this is Taku's time. A new beginning.

Joowon:
*mad when haesoo hungout w/ guys in school.
*loses his v-card to Haesoo
*rushes to Haesoo's college in the middle of a shoot Bec. Haesoo doesn't pick up his phone.
*Goes out the balcony while Haesoo talks to his boyfriends.
*Gets crazy bec. Haesoo says he got turned on by someone's (taku's) kiss like sex. (SPOILER AHEAD)
*Imagines fucking Haesoo while doing a bed scene with a woman. Lol
*Tells Haesoo 'I really wish you're dead, so you can't go anywhere'*
Haesoo, forget asking the question... RUN!! Kkkkk
These two are so crazy TOXIC. And in the latest Raw, when Joowon was having a flashback and he was asking Haesoo what he wanted in bed and he'll do it and H said he wanted it HARD or rough and then ends up in tears and Joowon began to wonder why Haesoo cries most the time they fck.... goes to show how crazy their relationship is. I was waiting for more Taku moments tho cuz we had 4 weeks of Joowon before.. ooof. Anyway. Love it still

I got nothing against cheating.. I can't judge other people--- but I have a pet peeve with BOUNDARIES. Okay, cheat outside the house, buy don't NEVER utter their names inside the house, more more while fucking your current lover. And the NERVE OF THAT XIAO CHEN. He must feel high and mighty that he was taken to a business trip and being cared for by the seme. It makes my stomach churn for the uke. Wow. Then I found that this Xiao Chen confronted the Uke???????? Ugh

I already hate that character being whispered then I went online to look for the novel and the spoilers said XIAO CHEN actually confronted the MC and even , actually, told the MC that he had affair with seme for 4 years and that the seme doesn't love him anymore. I'm gonna vomit. Wow. Good thing this is a novel.. not real... But the gall.. when he looks like ZHISHU himself and the seme is fooling around mainly because ZHISHU has Hemophilia!! But what's pissing me off??? The seme actually whispering Xiao Chen's name.. because he might be falling in love with that bitch unconsiously. My head is hurting. Wow.

Just... She/he was ahead of her time when drawing and writing these Manhwas and the characters. Mr. Yoon not able to avenge his mom's murder after all the sacrifices and planning he made was just dark... But it made the story different. All the characters were amazing even officemates and the promiscuous actor.

Is this a bad guy pretending to be an ally? Cuz in the next chapter raws he I kind of possessed or did something to the friend of the protagonist. I'm talking about the white haired guy: http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/dear_door/mdx/mpn_chapter-1992833/pg-25/
Why is nobody talking about the weird insertion of the movie about Glen's life. I found it funny. That twist came out of nowhere. What the heck. So who did he tell the story to? Was it one of his scripts? Did it get stolen??? Like that storyline just looked planted. Lol. It made the story deeper but it came out of nowhere.. still love everything tho
Glen did mention towards the beginning(after Glen & Ed first filmed together I think) that he was from a devout Christian family and felt guilty abt being gay or just having sexual thoughts so Glen’s backstory was definitely planned.
@lala I got that but there's a huge gap from a 'Christian backstory', to randomly watching a full blown movie of it...out of nowhere. They literally just went in on that in that one chapter. Lol
What do you mean? I think Glen took part in the making of the movie since his name is in the credits (Clyde Schreiber iirc?)