
Guys. Khaol is already damaged- you all know that. He is emotionally stunted. I am pretty sure that he needs to undergo some serious personal development, and River will likely be a catalyst for that growth. So just breathe.
As for Heil, I'm looking forward to him being back in the picture, too. I'm anxious to see how he has handled this all, if the gods even told him the truth of what happened with River. I'm hoping that he is holding up ok. He was such a special character.

Ok so the uke is trash. Cheating is bad. I get it. Ok, guys, I get it.
But so is staying with someone because you're used to it, you're comfortable. You shouldn't stay with someone unless you have the desire to move further in your relationship- you shouldn't allow yourself to be comfortable. Open lines of communication, willingness to try and comprise on things. Obviously the 1st seme and the uke did NOT HAVE A FULLY HEALTHY RELATIONSHIP.
It is probably best that the uke move on. Best that the seme moves on. It is obvious that they're not compatible. They both just need to reach the point where they're willing to break out of the "normalcy" of their relationship and move on.

You guys are all hating on the MC but I think all the guys are pretty garbage.
Official Boyfriend is talking with some rando about sexual advice. This is leaking all his personal experiences to someone else about someone else. Trash. Also faking a kink is complete BS for himself. He is so demeaning of his own self worth. Trash.
Childhood Crush Dude is making sexual advances on a man he knows is in a relationship. He is planting thoughts of doubt and feeding into an already unhealthy relationship. Trash.
MC is messing with two men and he's getting off on it like crazy. He's allowing this to happen and not trying to change anything by acting differently. Hes selfish. Trash.
To be 100% honest, I like Childhood Crush Dude the best. I think he is considerate enough to allow his old friend to live with him (even with ulterior motives, this is an inconvenience). He isn't having actual sex with this dude (only teasing him with toys). Hes only moving forward if the MC makes a move. Hes my fave.

Yes, Director Park is acting like a stalker. Yes, that isn't safe or legal. Yes, it's normal to have a negative connotation in regards to situations involving stalking.
But guys, this is yaoi. He legit asked him to suck on his tongue. Most yaoi isn't exactly normal. But you guys are here, READING YAOI. Lol ol

Mourning a miscarriage is completely valid! Jake knew nothing of the child he had, and to mourn her loss is VALID and HEALTHY. Sean is now in a place where he can talk to his partner, the child's other parent, about the loss. Their behavior is NOT selfish. Their behavior is NOT dramatic. The emotions someone feels after loss, no matter how long, are very real.
Depression is also very real. It's obvious that Jake has some issues after his dream, and the time he needs to take to process through those issues is fine. No matter how long he takes, it is fine.
As for Emily. Let's remember she went years not knowing Jake. She has also been ill for a while. It is OBVIOUS that Sean is still seeing her regularly because he mentioned her while Jake was sleeping/dreaming. Emily understands that illness takes time. Children aren't idiots. Give this child some credit.
Ok seriously why was this so absolutely friggin adorable. Wtf.