Ayumi13 June 8, 2020 6:40 am

Ughhh this chapter just makes me heart ughh
I’m so fucking pissed off like what the hell, I dislike both his fucking parents!
But before I’m really quick to judge on both or who I dislike more I need to know the backstory and shit
Like right now the mom really looks like she does not care or just thinks he’s doing fine since he’s living in a mansion and stuff... but how can you be so carefree with someone else and not try and connect with your son more, does she think he doesn’t need her? She did say, that it’s hard to breathe with the father so there has to be something that the father did taht made her feel trapped...
and the father he obvi neglected this child for all his life so he doesn’t get off on the blame either liek wth, just cuz he looks like your ex-wife means you get to treat him like shit? You’re a grown up wth... I’m not really sure how he acted with his family so I can’t make commentary
But this child was obvi hurting and needed some fucking parent love
Ughh I’m so pissed, I really hope hozumi goes off on them both and expresses his feelings to the fullest and just leaves to live his life.
I don’t wanna be so quick to jump on the mother-hating wagon I see that typically esp when the women don’t do typically what “mothers” are suppose to do and are represented in a way “fathers” typically are stereotyped but get more of the hate for some reason
At this moment tho, I really dislike both of them to the core ugh
I wanna hug him and curse both his parents out

    Dudez13 June 10, 2020 9:55 am

    You've just summed up all my feelings too. I honestly got so angry and sad in the last chapter that I gave myself a migraine. But, other than just hating the parents more it gives a little more background on the reason Hozumi had such a hard time expressing his love in the beginning too, because no one had ever shown him enough of it while growing up. And there were so many other ways he couldve turned out too, but he's just this little cinnamon roll who needs love. It just makes me want to protect him even more.

    Ayumi13 June 10, 2020 1:45 pm
    You've just summed up all my feelings too. I honestly got so angry and sad in the last chapter that I gave myself a migraine. But, other than just hating the parents more it gives a little more background on th... Dudez13

    Yep I agree, he just craves love
    And doesn’t really know how to show it

Ayumi13 June 8, 2020 4:41 am

Wait so... between Tamura and Steven... is Steven the uke? Please please please let that be the case

Ayumi13 June 7, 2020 7:52 pm

They so cute make lots of babies hehe
Also oku is kinda cute too and funny xD I would love to see him with someone and be an uke cuz that’d be cute haha

Ayumi13 June 7, 2020 5:31 pm

Yooooo they are tweiiinnssss xD
And I called itttt I knew she might be lesbian/bi
Haha I like this

Ayumi13 June 7, 2020 1:18 am

Ohhhhhh ssshhhiieeeettttt using the mirror analogy lmaoooo nice garan San
But seriously what the fuck is his name I’m getting really pissed that idk
Lemme knowyiur nammmeeeee dark sexy uke San

Ayumi13 June 6, 2020 8:14 pm

Waaaiiiiiiittttt he’s a foreigner? Like from where
Also... shit this was so hot I love it, but... I can’t tell if he’s a really bad yakuza or a decent one? Like bruh, if he getting raped like.. idek how you a yakuza, I’m sure there has to be some other methods to “pay back” ? I’m thinking... it has to be through family that he’s in a yakuza but I don’t think so? XD
Then I saw that he can really fight and shit and he seems scary sometimes when he’s violent so then I’m like.. okay yea you seem to be a legit yakuza but how you getting raped all the time like you must be really doing business seriously and want to pay back if that is the case?
I feel bad for their relationship cuz idk if Ibara knows he’s getting raped which makes me sad
Lol I’m just tryin to find some explanation with the yakuza verse and see how that works

But then again... this is just liek porn lmaooooooo what the fuck am I doing trying to put logic into this xD anyway this was hot and he doesn’t seem to be so mistreated by his gang

Ayumi13 June 6, 2020 9:02 am

I remember reading this before
And I lowkey felt bad for the bully at the end lmao he obvi doesn’t fit in and was alone but still talked with todo
But now he’s actually alone now that he had a fight with todo. He prob an otaku too
Obvi him bullying is bad and he needs to fix that but I feel that’s a common trait as delinquents. Idek I just feel bad for him xD
I want him to have his own seme, I think a story with him would be interesting

Ayumi13 June 6, 2020 2:35 am

So you’re telling me.. there’s no actual smut like what? Bruhh and I want more lovey dovey moment with themmm

No lie I was kinda frustrated with the uke on a lot of parts also the seme sometimes but if you get down to it it makes sense, the uke thought the seme was straight and like.. lmao if you spent your whole life together, you wouldn’t want to ruin a relationship by confessing and getting rejected making things awkward? Also the seme gave no indication that he liked uke (he didn’t even realize till the end) so it makes it more obvious that the uke wouldn’t say anything.
I tried to think why some of the uke actions annoyed me, even tho he dint inherently do anything wrong and I think it’s the fact that he loves the seme and is not willing to say anything but still sleep around with everyone? And that annoyed me to the core like wtf, I just think I didn’t liek that fact and that everyone seems to be friends?
Then I was like.. hold up... usually I am in no place to judge for people sleeping around but why am I judging him? Why the hypocrisy? And reading the comments really made me mad and honestly ashamed of myself... the uke has every right to sleep with whoever he wants, there’s no law against in and he does his job really well, benefitting both parties, he also just happens to sleep with the wonder but I don’t think it’s really part of the business transaction, that just their relationship with him.
He can sleep with whoever he wants and the other party agrees to it? Maybe the fact that there is an actual friendship based wth the people he sleeps with annoyed me? Like if it was with some random hook ups I don’t think I would have cared. But honestly, real life people prob do this too.
And I just want you guys to think, he lived his whole life loving a “straight” seme wanting to do everything for him but of course won’t confess because he’s too scared to ruin relationships. But he wants some warmth and love which to him can equal to sex, and who is available and willing? The friends, they obvi have the right to say no but they didn’t. Also he might just really love sex.
So after evaluating it... I don’t really find him annoying as much anymore, he works hard and gives it his 1000000% for the place and person he loves and that’s admirable. Which I think people tend to forget. And now they are happy and I’m sure the uke is not gonna cheat because he’ll he finally got his true love.
Although it is a bit awkward to date you bf who also happen to sleep with all your friends
One think I don’t like is the dude that’s married still kissing him like no... bitch what.. I blame both parties for that...

So yeaaa I feel some of y’all just don’t liek ukes sleeping around, which again, people can do whatever they want there’s nothing wrong with that. There’s no romantic relationship established with anyone so honestly.. there’s nothing wrong with that lol

Ayumi13 June 5, 2020 9:34 pm

Honestly no lie.. this was pretty good lol
Issei is like super possessive of Ryuoichi lmao and like wants to control everything he does.. bruh like belittling him all the time..
Honestly it’s obvious Ryouichi is capable by himself and can do well without issei, but because of his want to be close to him, he just lets it be.
And issei acts does all these things to him as if to push him down and push him away, but then brings him right back cuz he doesn’t want ryouichi to stray away (even tho it’s obvi he won’t stray away)
And honestly the uke (tired of writing names) has a scary smile but I think it’s cute in a way, it’s unique and doesn’t smile typically like other people, it’s his cute points, and I want him to smile more

Lol and when seme was like, uke is a defective version of him, I think the seme is the “defective version” cuz he’s somewhat obsessed and possessive over uke, yes the uke follows seme but I think it naturally became a want than being forced even if it might have been forced at the beginning. The seme just seemed so intent on controlling him.
I found it funny that seme player with dolls and tea sets and uke played with action figures, thought it would be opposite
But I enjoyed this a lot

    azne June 7, 2020 8:06 pm

    totally agree with you. It's an open ening but i know they going to do fine.

    mel May 18, 2024 1:56 am

    i agree. that's how i felt about this story too.

    Ayumi13 May 18, 2024 3:09 am
    i agree. that's how i felt about this story too. mel

    Waohh been so long since I read this

    mel May 18, 2024 3:22 am
    Waohh been so long since I read this Ayumi13

    haha here's a reminder i guess

Ayumi13 June 4, 2020 4:07 am

What manga is ch 1 pg 2??

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